But

when cute strangers hold the door for you and you wake up to text messages
and you feel appreciated and when you are sunburned
and your body is warm and cold showers in the summer and diet cokes
on the porch and music soaks into your soul and when someone talks to
you first and when “i love you” comes from them first and airplanes and
grass stains and when you catch the sunset just in time and when the coffee
is just right and when you get mail and green lights and when suddenly you wake up
and you feel better and hand holding and when you have adventures
and when you learn to drive and when books make you cry and awkward small talk
and new notebooks and when you you feel cosy and warm drinking tea near the fireplace
on a winter's night and a nice picnic with your family and mates and
pretty eyes and trains and capturing beautiful scenes on camera
just so you won’t forget and new countries and when the light is perfect
and kisses on the forehead and being broken but laughing about it
and when the sky is blue and songs that make
you smile and sand in your shoes and
when you laugh and laugh and laugh


I wish all Muslims a blessed Ramadan.
May Allah grant us strength and peace and beyond
and bless our families and friends in this holy month.
Amin.

Less Exciting

I am told to go for a family event thing this afternoon but the tell the truth I don't want to.
It's not like my cousins aren't going to be there,they are. Its just that,I don't want to and
I don't really communicate with my relatives that much or recognise half of them!
I already know what I'm going to expect.
My relatives are going to say how big I've grown,ask what grade am at I in school,
who's daughter am I,all that stuff and I get really tired hearing them commenting on me.
At the end of the end all I do sit
one spot and look bored while I wait for the the adults to finish talking.

I rather be spending the afternoon in the bookstore browsing through good books.

Secret#1 I don't like going for huge family events and stuff.

What.A.Cute.Boy

Meet my nephew,baby Khairin,pronounced as Kh-i-rin. Isn't he just adorable?

His teeth hasn't fully grown and he's not able to walk just yet.

I get to see him everyday after school at my Grandam's.

He's big and healthy and the whole family loves him.

He turned 1 year old yesterday. Happy Birthday to him,yay!

Things he loves: milk,sleep,clapping his hands,and more milk! Hee.. :)

Under Milk Wood

Come closer now.

Only you can hear the houses sleeping in the streets in the slow deep salt and silent black, bandaged night. Only you can see, in the blinded bedrooms, the coms and petticoats over the chairs, the jugs and basins, the glasses of teeth, Thou Shalt Not on the wall, and the yellowing dickybird-watching pictures of the dead. Only you can hear and see, behind the eyes of the sleepers, the movements and countries and mazes and colours and dismays and rainbows and tunes and wishes and flight and fall and despairs and big seas of their dreams.

From where you are, you can hear their dreams.

-Dylan Thomas

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I'm starting to save up money bit by bit each day now. I'd usually stop halfway when comes to saving up. But its different this time,I need it for my future plans. Mom's challenging me,she says I won't save up enough and that I won't keep my word in doing these things. I'm going to prove her wrong this time.

Trip to Europe

I've finally managed to upload the pictures of the trip.So anyway,the pictures are in the order that I took,from the 1st day 'till the last.
I visited six countries in total.
London>Paris>Belgium>Holland>Germany>Switzerland

London-We stayed 2 nights in London and we did a city tour; Tower o London,Buckingham Place and other historical attractions. We also went outside of London to Oxford Street,where they showed us the colleges and universities and explained on how the education system works.
We also went to Stratford upon Avon also know as Shakespeare's Birthplace and I was feeling so excited at that time getting to enter the little cottage and stepping on the wooden floor that he(one of the greatest poets) use to walk on. They showed us the around the little hose,into the his bedrooms,the kitchen,the garden. But unfortunately they did not allow photos to be taken in there :(
So then we went back to the city and I did some shopping and I got to ride on and English cab for the first time in my life!
I wish I had more time in England though,because I wanted to explore more. I wanted to see the theatre,museums,try riding the bus,I wanted to do some more shopping.

Paris-So let me tell you about the embarrassing thing that happened to me in this city first. I was at Galeries Lafayette,the huge shopping mall where many,many people come at shop at. I was browsing the souvenirs section,when I accidentally dropped one of glass souvenir! And people were going "ooooh"and i was feeling panicky and then the shop assistant came and she kept saying "itz ok,itz ok" and i kept saying "I'm so sorry,I'm so sorry" then she began to rearranged the souvenirs and I went further away from there and i pretended to look at things as if it the stares didn't bother me at all and then everybody continued on with their lives.
Apart from that,we took a city tour around Paris and went for the Seine river cruise. It was splendid and Paris is a really beautiful city!

Belgium-I shop quite a lot in Belgium plus and we visited the statue of "The Little Boy". I don't quite remember its actual name but its has got something to do with him peeing,I think.

Holland,Amsterdam-WINDMILLS & CHEESE!! I bought many,many souvenirs here. We visited the countryside and it the scene was really marvellous. My dad joked about wanted to buy a house there. (i wish he would though) And I visited the clog center too. I think they're really pretty and fashionable somehow. We also went for a boat cruise and visited the diamond factory.

Germany-In Germany,we went to Cologne then Frankfurt and Heidelburgh. We board the Rhine river cruise. which I really,really love. Then we viewed Heidelburgh Castle. And we also visited Rhine Falls,the largest waterfall in Europe and also to Lake Titisee Oh,and we also visited the Cuckoo Clock center.

Switzerland- Switzerland was the only place where I didn't shop because the prices there were way over my budget. But the sceneries there were really breathtaking and I went up Mount Alps and thankfully it rained that day,means that there was snow! I got to experience real snow for the first time.

My trip was really amazing and an unforgettable experience,especially since World Cup was going on,cause everybody was so lively on the city streets. I want to go back again. I'll start by counting down my spending and saving more money.

P.S. I look really pathetic and un-glam in those photos,also my photography is really bad. I apologise for that!
I will reply to all of you tomorrow,I'll wake up bright and early and catch up some blogs tomorrow.

Home. You're Not Really My Favourite Place Anymore.

I'm finally back home in Singapore (pretty sad though) The trip was really fabulous and a great experience. Europe was really magical,the whether was really cooling and I love it to bits. Its very,very different from Singapore. But there were some not-so-good moments. Like the time when I completely humiliated myself in Paris and the disagreement I still had with my Mom. And two weeks passed by just like that,I wish I didn't have to leave and it was so bad that I got so upset and had fever on the way home from Switzerland. I won't give you the full details now,since the pictures aren't here yet. I'll upload them sometime this week.

The daily routine is starting again,mom is STILL yelling at me,school is starting soon and I'm still feeling down. My life here sucks,big time.

P.S. I want go back to Europe again,settle there and leave all these people behind.

Love-Knot

And still on a winter’s night, they say, when the wind is in the trees,
When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
When the road is a gypsy’s ribbon looping the purple moor,
The highwayman comes riding—
Riding—riding—
The highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door.

Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard,
He taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred,
He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter—
Bess, the landlord’s daughter—
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.

-The Highwayman’ by Alfred Noyes

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I've got a some news to share with all of you all. I'm going on a holiday this summer. My Dad is taking us (Mom and I) to Europe. We're going going on tour and we'll be covering places like, London,Paris,Germany,Switzerland and Netherlands. So,if anyone of you lives there,I just want to let you know that I'll be visiting your beautiful country! I'm really excited because this the first time that I'll be going to far way places like these and if I'm lucky,maybe, I'll even get to experience a little bit of snow for the first time. My flight is tonight and I'll be away for two weeks. Which means my blog will most probably be dead until I come back.


Please forgive me if I didn't mention about this earlier. Its just that there were many things going on and I wanted to make sure that this trip was really confirm before I said anything to anybody.


So..um,that's about it. I'll promise that when I get back I'll post pictures and I'll make sure I'll really post them this time 'round. I don't want to break my promise like last time.


Have a wonderful and blessed days ahead everyone! :-)
(I apologise again I didn't mention this earlier)

GUILTY

Mom is feeling unwell.
It sucks.
This is the time when I start to feel
Gulity.Sad.Self-Critical.Afraid.
That sucks even alot more.

I'm starting to regret things.
Mean things that I've said to/about my Mom.
Even for the ones that I wasn't at fault.

So this is me,
A selfless,hypocrite daughter.
I feel terrible.

"The devil says it's my fault
I'm stupid enough to listen to him."

P.S. I didn't give Mom anything for Mother's Day. She doesn't like things like that. She prefers love & affection from her daughter. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying.

Again and Again

I sat down for my accounting paper
with pure determination
I could answer the questions.
I could pass.

But those positive thoughts vanished
when I read the questions.
They were tough
I had visions of myself getting back the paper.
No smile,Sad,Disappointed,Hopeless.
I guess,
I should've studied a little more the night before.

I groaned.
I regret.

My day got a lot worse after that.

Two schoolmates if mine,
Boys.
We were of the same age
but not really the same height.
One was a little taller
the other was shorter.

I've known them for 2 years,
but we've never had a proper conversation.
It was mainly
them
teasing
me.
Sometimes playful,
sometimes not.

They still tease me to this very day.
Today.
I wasn't,of course,
like a 3-year old
who cried over things like that.
In fact,
I merely laugh at it.

But then,
it got mean
and mean
and
meaner.
They said things.
Mean things about
your face,
your height,
your weight.
And sometimes they're never true.
They just want you to feel bad.

Their words were like bullets shooting my heart.
It hit. It hurts.
But I kept quiet.
I was afraid to shut them up.
Afraid that I'd make a fool out me.
But the truth was what I wished to do was
scream and beat the shit out of them.
But of course I didn't.
I kept quiet,as they continued their fun.
How appropriate.

And for the record,
these boys,some of my school boys
they are like that.
Their mind sets are like that.
They think its cool to tease
and insult
and swear,
on girls (they don't seem attracted to)
on teachers
and stuff they don't care.

No,its not cool.
Not awesome.
Not cute.

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When I got home,
I got into an argument with
Mom and Dad.
Mom especially. Again.
She was always finding fault in me.
Always.

Later that afternoon,
they went out.
I could hear the door slammed
it echoed the whole house.
I was in my room.
Alone.

At times like this
normal people would have
called and text their friends,
console in them.
I didn't.
I don't have any friends
to call
to text
to console to.
I was,
Alone.

Then I started to cry.
I didn't want to
but
I did.
I couldn't control the tears
I cried
I cried
I cried
I thought about,
how I am such loser,
how pathetic my life was
how everything was going from good
to bad,to worse,to shit.

Then I suddenly felt tired.
I slowly lay in bed
Closed my eyes
and
drift off to sleep
my face wet with tears.
I needed to rest.

Misunderstandings are Ugly

Today,I ate,I decided too. I figured that there was no point not eating,I've already had less sleep. I was only going to feel more upset than I actually was. I guess,I''ll have to find another way to be lovely.

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My exams starts tomorrow.
English on Wednesday
Physics & Social Studies on Thursday
Math on Friday
and some other papers next week.
I managed to push away my laziness aside and took the time to study
in the library,during the last two weeks and so.
I can't stop worrying about the tests as long as its not over. I've already predict that I'm gonna flunk my Math. I think so. Because,honestly,I'm not so sure about some of the Math stuff yet.
Well,fail that or not,let's just hope I don't fail more than one subject.

*Fingers crossed*

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Oh,frisbee during P.E class today was really fun,surprisingly! I laugh out loud so much,and it felt so good! :D
I can't remember when was the last time I felt so happy giggly like that.

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There's drama going on in my family again. Grandma and Aunt are quarrelling again. I'm too sure what happened though,because I missed the whole thing. But according to Mom,it was because the same reason as every other quarrelled that they had. Misunderstandings.
You know,I guess my family quarrel over the stupid and slightest things. Especially me.

Tiny Billion Little Feathers

Dear Beautiful,

I am sorry I'm boring. Even boring myself. I'm too shy,too quiet,so much quieter than any mouse. I am incapable of speech,incapable of making up a good comeback whenever you talk to me. My poor aching mind doesn't work like that. It doesn't work in a flash. Maybe its because I do to much thinking that I over think somethings too much. Somethings things that are quite unnecessary,that wouldn't really matter to anyone but just me. But that's okay,I guess curiosity is a powerful thing.

My heart sighed. The sigh of radiated from the hole in my chest,from a place that had never seen light,from a place that had taken all joy and given me only loneliness with the very water I drink,the very air I breathe. I feel empty,parts of me are missing. I'm not invincible,no where near that.

I am surrounded by people who say they're my friends,my family,they'll be there for me. But their actions towards me brings such great disappointment when they ditched me before in my time of need,and if they can do something like that once,I have no doubt they can do it again. Now trust isn't an option.

"Save me,save me!" I desperately cried. But I still see no hand,no heart,no help.
Helpless.Helpless.Helpless.

So for now,with each passing day,I'd write my heart out A heart that's carrying all these extraordinary emotions,restlessly waiting for the right time to burst everything out,one at a time,bit my bit.. I'd write for my own being,my own hurtful,cold soul and for everyone else who cares to read and who's gone through similar phases,captures everyone imaginations.

Stormy Feeling

Um hi. I actually feeling upset today,sort of. But I decided not to make this post sound depressing.So I posted a cute picture to lift up the mood a bit^^ (Yay for Winnie the Pooh!!)

This week has been good. I passed my Chemistry test and I failed Social Studies. I think that's pretty fair and balanced. I carried out my usual routines. School-Home-Eat-Sleep. And I'm still disorganise as ever. I still have not started revising for most of my subjects and the exams starts next two weeks!

*****

The whether has been really terrible the past few days with the blazing sun and outstanding heat.

But,thank god it rained today. Heavy rain with screaming thunder and terrifying lighting. I like it alot. It makes me feels good and not alone.

Its nighttime now and the rain has already stop now. I wish it didn't though,I wanted to sleep and hear the raindrops hit our panes,and let the cold,stormy night whether put me to sleep.

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I had a quarrelled with Mom again. Second time this month. She keeps on comparing me with other kids,saying things like, "Look at her she's doing this...unlike you... why can't you be more like that?"

I got upset. Really upset. I think maybe its because,all my short life,I've had people comparing me with someone else. Someone who looks better. Someone who's so much better at everything I wasn't. And to have your parents comparing you with someone else just makes you feel a little more hurtful.

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I think I'll stop here.

I'm exhausted.

I think I need sleep.

I have to go through 11 hours of school tomorrow

and I don't wish to die.

Happy Thursday everyone!

Inner-self

Its been awhile since I told you what I am doing and how am I.

Well,I can honestly say that I've been doing just fine and I had a good,lazy weekend at my cousin's place. Mom,Dad and I are currently living here. And that's because there are contractors doing some renovating at my home and it'd only be done next month.
It was Dad's idea. The house renovating. I was kind of surprise when he decided to give our home a makeover.

We live in a four-room flat. Dad,Mom and I. And I think that's enough to fit the three of us.

It was originally bought by my Grandparents (my Mom's parents),then now,after a few years,they moved in with one of my uncles,so they passed it on to my Mom,and moved in with Dad right after they got married. So the house has a long history of my Mom's family.

I never really complain about our home before. I've never found anything wrong with it.
I find it to be the most comfortable place on the planet!
So while the our home is having its special makeover,my parents and I are staying at my uncle's place. They were nice enough to let us stay,they even provide a room for us.
And its quite comfortable staying here actually,(even though I'm sharing a room with my parents)
Going to school isn't an that much of a problem and I have even have company now. I get to bond with my cousins and aunt now.
But I have to admit,I miss home and my room,I just can't wait to go home and fall asleep on my own bed again.

This week is has been quite disappointing actually. It all started when I received back my English letter-writing test paper. I was feeling really confident about getting the highest score,because I've always done well for English tests. But when the teacher didn't call out my name,you can imagine how disappointed and silly I felt. I still got an A for the test,but I wasn't the highest scorer this time round.
But I tried not to feel so upset about it. There's another test coming up this May,and I'll make sure I'd ace that one be above everyone. (I sound kinda desperate right now)

Today,its Sunday. I usually feel really moody on Sundays because tomorrow's Monday and there school,but I'm not. And its basically because there's no school for me tomorrow! So I've been spending 5 hrs on the computer,going on various music sites,hoping to find some new good songs. I've gotten quite a few so far,and most of them are mostly country music. Oh,and also,I went on Facebook today and after for like so many months not clicking the "Application" button,I finally tried out a few quizzes.

I often try not to believe the final results I get,but there was one result that sounded so true.

Here's the result:

INNER-SELF

Moonlike Person
You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.

This is me. Almost. I hide my emotions sometimes because I'm afraid to them. I'm afraid of what people might think.

short.Wonderful.sleepless.fast.Beautiful.fucked-up.

I am going to try attempting to lead a short.wondeful.sleepless.fast.beautiful.fucked-up life this week.

And if goes well enough and I suceed,then I might carry this on for a lifetime.

I'm A Mess

I've had quite a few technical trouble going on today. Really annoying.

-My phone is being stubborn. It refuses to turn on.
-I think I misplaced my USB camera wire,I have no idea where I place it the last time.
Dad will be so disappointed if he finds out. I guess I'll have to get a new one secretly.
-I'm having a hard time finding my laptop's "bluetooth" button and I feel so stupid about this.
I normally use a USB wire, to connect a device to my laptop. But since some of my USB wires are nowhere to be found,I'm forced to use "bluetooth". (Why is it called a bluetooth anyway?)

I need to start being more organise and make a plan for everything. Hopefully soon. My room is terribly messy right now.

Reason being,

I'm lazy. I'm too lazy to tidy up things. In fact,I'm feel lazy about everything.

Like yesterday,
I was supposed to return back to school and hand in my Art file for marking. So it was like,just come to school in full uniform attire,hand the file to the teacher and go home. But because of my laziness,I asked my Dad to drop it off for me instead because he usually passes by that area when he drives to work.
The worst thing was,I didn't complete the assignment that was given.
I can guess how my grade would turn out; A big red C-

See how lazy and a slob I can be. The only time when I'm not feeling lazy is when I feel like I REALLY want and need to do something. And often when that time comes,I'd put really hard effort and heart into it.

Another thing is,I lost my self-control. Again.

I had TWO rounds of dinner two night! Mom cooked my favourite dish(and possibly her best dish yet)tonight. I couldn't help myself so I went for a another round,Mom tried to stop me but Dad said to go ahead. And apparently I listened to Dad.

*SIGH*

Maybe I should skip breakfast tomorrow.

Let's Do This Together

Hey you,who's

had a bad day,feeling alone, is crying your heart out, is battling suicide, is dying to have someone to talk to, is nursing a broken heart, is sick of broken promises, doesn’t want to hurt anymore, keeps trying and failing, is tired of disappointment,sick of constant bullshit, wants to give up, wishes someone cares, wants to be loved, is afraid, wants to make a difference,is confused and lost,wants a hug...

Somebody out there thought of you tonight,somebody going through the same thing,somebody who's willing to reach out to you

Hey you, keep your faith, somebody cares.
Somebody’s me.

I'm One of the Boys who Loves Strawberries

I manged to complete the 2.4km run today in P.E and I passed both my Chemistry and Social Studies test. I feel a sense of achievement today. It feels great. I wish it was like this everyday.

I got tease alot during P.E today,because unlike all the other students,I wore track pants instead of the normal school shorts. They kept questioning me;

"Why are you wearing long pants?"
"Oh my god,you're one of the boys?!"

It was so annoying,and I got so fed-up with it. So since people were saying it,from now on,when I'm wearing long pants for P.E,consider me as one of the boys.(;

I think the school needs to reorganised our class timetable again,because right after P.E was 2 periods of History. Teachers talk too much during history class. They talk too much that their explanation doesn't make sense. and they seem oblivious to the fact that most of students in class were perspiring and breathless. Or they just pretended not to notice. Well,I pretended that Mr History wasn't there and slept. He didn't even cared. We were suppose to take down notes,but I did not. Because,
a) I was lazy to do so.
&
b) Notes weren't any help to me at all. I write them down only for the sake of writing them down. Then I never refer to them again. And it'll be found only after a decade inside my bag. Torn and dirty. Ugh!

Only three more days till the weekend. Stay strong until then!

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Mom and I are talking again. I think almost everything is back to how they were before. I can see that she's trying really hard not to yell at me again. I appreciate that. I'm doing the same too,I'm trying not to mess up. She prepared a bowl of strawberries for me awhile ago. I already finished them all.

I love anything that has to do with strawberries <3

Mango Birthday Cake

I couldn't believe it.
I couldn't believe those words came out from my mother's mouth.

I quarreled with my Mom last night. She wouldn't stop talking,she wouldn't stop nagging.. She went on and on all night. I got so fed-up,so I went against her. I had no friggin idea what she wants from me. I cried last night after hearing what she said to/about me. Now my left eye hurts and I just feeling like sleeping. My mom,I sometimes think that she regrets having me as her daugther. Does she? It seems like it. I'm only a burden. I'm not even sure if I ever made her proud of me.

And I know that if I talk this out to anyone,they'll give me the same respond.
"Your mother cares for you." Yes,I'm well aware of that. I think its me,I'm the one with the problem,the one at fault. Its always me.

She came into my room a few minutes after. I was sobbing,hugging a pillow to my face. I guess,I was expecting myself to suffocate.
"I'm sorry,I love you" she said. She's done this before. She'll scream,apologize,then scream again after a couple of weeks.
She tried to hug me. I backed away. "Don't,stay away!!" I said,still sobbing. She tried to hug again,but I refused. Her loving actions were too soon for me to accept,especially hearing after hearing what she said.
She gave up and left. I was pretty sure she was crying too.

I wasn't crying or overreacting because she yelled at me. I was crying because of the hurtful things she said. Worse,it was all coming from my mother.

Happy Birthday,Mom.

P.S. I saw the news headlines today. I hope everyone is doing okay.

Dirt Is the New Black

Its already noon and I feeling like sleeping again. I've been feeling so sleepy these days,blame it on those late night computer playing...thing. Lately,I've been reading some of your blogs,and I have to say,the posts that usually caught my attention,is always the one about snow. I am so jealous,LOL! Singapore doesn't have snow,its sunny all the time,in fact,the whether right now is really warm. Mother nature is so unfair. If only Singapore had crossed the equator line.

There's something I hate about myself,and I really wish I could get rid of it easily. I totally lack of self-control. And this is considerably bad. Like I said, I don't really have control on my spending,and now,I don't have control on the food I consume daily either. I've been eating alot of chocolates,and I can't restrain myself from consuming at least one bar everyday. It annoys me that whenever I open the fridge,and then my eyes will drift to its sight. I'm currently addicted to 'Ferreo Rocher',I have a small box full of them in my fridge and half of it is almost gone,all eaten mostly by me. I need to stop eating too much now,and I need to make sure I have an equal proportion of everything.
And there's something I'm afraid of now. I'm afraid to look at my reading on the weighing scale.
I'd pretend I didn't see the reading.

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I just had this conversation with my parents 30 secs ago;

Mom: Wash your school shoes now!
Me: *still on the computer* (my shoes aren't that dirty,its only been a week since I last washed it)
Mom: Missy,go wash it now,you have school tomorrow!
Me: *groans* Why do I have to them wash it so soon? You know,right now, dirt is the new black!

My parents are annoying and I am so lame.

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Oh and since some of you asked,the first two sentences of my previous post were taken from a passage,while the rest of the story was written by me. That's my first time writing something,like that. Thanks for all the wonderful feedback. (:

The Family Gathering

I made it through yesterday. I went for a family gathering and I slept through through event. I didn't help preparing the stuffs. To be honest,I don't really like this sorta family event. I haven't been to one in ages,and the only reason I went for this one, is because it was from one of my closest relatives. I didn't really talk much,I didn't really communicate much with my relatives. I had nothing to talk about really. So I just sat down quietly and ate. Then half way through,I went to Dad and asked,

"Dad,can we go home now?"

"No,the thing is not over yet."

I couldn't argue with that. So in order to kill time,I decide to sleep,while everyone was mingling with one another. I'm a heavy sleeper,so I woke up after 3 friggin hours. And I could have sworn,that I had a slight fever after I've woken up. I felt so crappy.

Most of the guests had already left,and I was like "Yeah,which means its my time to go home now!"
I thought the journey home was gonna be smooth for once,but Mom had to ruin it,by starting an argument with me. I was completely fed-up,so I put on my earplug and blast the song on my MP3 in my ears.
I didn't really do anything epic when I got home.

My baby nephew,he was there,and everyone
was fighting to hold him. LOL.



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Its Monday,today,and for the first time since the holidays,I don't really mind. Because I have there's no school today (and tomorrow)
I've got no homework,no projects.
So how should I take advantage of this free time?
By studying?
No,absolutely not.