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Sunday, December 5, 2010

Empty

"There is something demoralizing about watching two people get more and more
crazy about each other, especially when you are the only extra person in the room.
It's like watching Paris from an express caboose heading in the opposite direction
-every second the city gets smaller and smaller, only you feel it's really you
getting smaller and smaller and lonelier and lonelier,
rushing away from all those lights and excitement at about a million miles an hour."
— Sylvia Plath (The Bell Jar)

Its truly upsetting and terrifying to feel this way all the time.
Not just about watching two people together,but about everything.

31 comments:

  1. love it's helen

    i feel the exact same way. i know.
    but it will get better, because it has too.

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  2. i completely
    in every way
    understand this feeling.
    from the tip to the roots.

    it will get better
    <3

    thank you for your lovely comment on my blog :)

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  3. I've spent a lot more time feeling this way that I'd like to admit. I'm happy to report that it will pass. In my case a fair dose of therapy was needed...
    Hang in there, better days are coming!

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  4. Sylvia Plath is phenomenal. She creates such a link between you and the words, doesn't she?

    Thankyou for your lovely comment dear. I am a new follower. x

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  5. It especially hurts when you know the feeling that is Love, and it no longer exists in your life...

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  6. Oh I so totally agree, I feel this poem so much right now, it is a brilliant and beautifully well written piece by Plath, utterly on the verge of nostalgia

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  7. sylvia plath is great at capturing the feeling of a moment. hope you feel better soon.

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  8. I'm feeling this way right now. I was doing well 5 hours ago. Then day turned into night. Then happiness turned into sorrows.
    I can't wait for the morning to get here.
    Have a good week, love.



    LOVE!

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  9. Oh dear, you sound so sad. I feel lots of cuddles and kind words are needed. Little comfort I know but sometimes they are all the answers we have.

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  10. This is a really cool blog!!! I am now a follower!!

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  11. oh dearest.
    you're breaking my heart
    xox

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  12. That is a horrible feeling :( It feels much better to be one of the two people.
    Hope you're doing okay. ♥

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  13. Just checking in to see how you are doing.

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  14. Nabilah, are you okay?
    I was going to write to you on facebook, and I couldn't find you.
    All my love.



    LOVE!

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  15. REST IN PEACE, NABILAH.
    I LOVE YOU.


    LOVE!

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  16. Rest in Peace, Nabilah. I'm sad I will never get to read another one of your beautiful posts..although, I can read your old ones, so your memory will be alive with me.
    Just know, we always loved you, and you never had to change for us. ♥

    xx,
    ~Abby~

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  17. Nabilah i never knew you, i read a few of your posts a while back but never commented. Rest in peace and God bless you

    <3 Gabrielle

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  18. I love the Sylvia Plath quote. It's very very true, and that feeling in all aspects of life is terrifying.


    love your blog.

    -www.catch13.blogspot.com

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  19. Dropping by to say hello and to apologise that I haven't yet wished you well - I hope 2011 is a good year for you and yours, may all your dreams come true.

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  20. Dear Nabilah,

    I miss you !:X Hope you rest in peace:(

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  21. O blog "um quotidiano 1001 cores" aderiu a uma nova funcionalidade, que certamente já visualisaste em muitos sites.
    Ao entrares vês de imediato a opção de "gosto" relativa ao facebook, caso o blog seja do teu agrado e gostes de o consultar diariamente/semanalmente/mensalmente terás a oportunidade de mostrar que realmente "gostas", não só do texto como do visual, ao clicar num botão.
    Meu/Minha querido/a bloguer caso também tenhas alguma opinião a dar acerca do visual ou do modo de escrita, estou aberta à recepção da tua opinião que talvez me faça muito jeito.
    Obrigada pela atenção, beijinhos :)

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  22. <3

    i can't believe i'm only finding your blog now,,! it's so wonderful. I'm Lily x

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  23. I miss your kind words and endearing posts.

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  24. It's been a year since you left, and I still think of you often. I miss you very much..Rest in peace.

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