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Saturday, November 28, 2009

I Just Can't Make Myself To Get Over You (&It Annoys The Hell Outta Me!)

(Based on a true damn story. HA!)

I didn't watch you at school-

Your hair good-looking messy,your uniform not tucked in
I didn't see your eyes light up when you smile

Did you watch me not watching you?

After school,I ignored you,or so I tried to,
I ignored you when you sat and sipped your drink next to your friend
I ignored you,but couldn't help but notice how attractive you were

Did you knew that I was trying to ignore you?

Mid February, I laid on the hospital bed
I thought about school and mostly about you
No one really gave me any news
But hell no,I wasn't expecting a visit from you.
All I wanted was to know
If during that period of pain and suffering in the hospital that I was force to go through,

Did you even notice that I was absence from school?

After the one week March holidays,I came back
And that was went reality hit me.

I realised that I wasn't good enough for you
I wasn't enough and I was definitely not one of those pretty looking girls
who wore short skirts,very short shorts and has an attitude that screamed,
"Hey everybody look at me,I think I'm so pretty,I act like I'm eighteen and the guys are so gonna worship me!"
I guess,to you,I was that weird,dorky girl who didn't stood out from everybody else.

All this time you kept your backed turned
And I found out frm one of your friends
That you were seeing someone new.
I was really upset
But I didn't showed it off to anyone else

Did you know at that time I decided I didn't want anything to do with you?

Now everything time has passed on so fast
But just one last thing
Let me ask you this,

Did you had any idea that I had a massive crush on you?

Oh and just F.Y.I my blog header description is referring to you.
"Whisper hello,I love you know,but its a shame that your breaking me slowly"

Is this to cheesy? Emo? Bad? Its my 1st story-poem thingy and I don't really know how to rhyme words...but I tried,I wrote this last night. ^^

*Oh and, I can't believe I just realised this but ALMOST EVERY magazine cover is about the Twilight Saga!
And Congrats to Taylor Swift for winning the AMA and any other award on the planet ^^
I know that some people don't really like Taylor Swift,because I don't know she "stole" Justin Bieber,Taylor Lautner or whoever,all her songs sound the same, and whatever other reason. I'm really crazy about her,its just that I LOVE her songs so much! Because I focus the lyrics when I listened to her songs. Some people said that I'm lame hearing her songs. But to be perfectly honest,I don't think its lame to listen to songs that relates to you in a way,I don't think its lame to listen to 'The Outside' and know that you're not alone and I definitely don't think that its lame to listen "The Best Day" and say "Hey this song reminds me of MY family"

I don't really mind that her songs sound the same and these is on of the many reasons why I love listening to her songs, they have secret messages in them;

"Fearless" - I Loved You Before I Met You

"Fifteen" - I Cried While Recording This

"Love Story" - Someday I'll Find This

"Hey Stephen" - Love and Theft

"White Horse" - All I Ever Wanted Was The Truth

"You Belong With Me" - Love Is Blind So You Couldn't See Me

"Breathe" - I'm Sorry I'm Sorry I'm Sorry

"Tell Me Why" - Guess I Was Fooled By Your Smile

"You're Not Sorry" - She Can Have You

"The Way I Loved You" - We Can't Go Back

"Forever & Always" - If You Play These Games We're Both Going To Lose

"The Best Day" - God Bless Andrea Swift

"Change" - You Made Things Change For Me

"Tim McGraw" - Can't Tell Me Nothin' (Credit: ForeverTaylorSwift)

"Picture To Burn" - Date Nice Boys

"Teardrops On My Guitar" - He Will Never Know

"A Place In This World" - I Found It

"Cold As You" - Time To Let Go

"The Outside" - You Are Not Alone

"Tied Together With A Smile" - You Are Loved

"Stay Beautiful" - Shake 'N' Bake

"Should've Said No" - Sam Sam Sam Sam Sam Sam

"Mary's Song (Oh My My My)" - Sometimes Love Is Forever

"Our Song" - Live In Love

"Jump Then Fall" - Last Summer Was Magical

"Untouchable" - We Always Want What We Can't Reach

"Forever & Always" (Piano Version) - Still Miss Who I Thought He Was

"Come In With The Rain" - Won't Admit That I Wish You'd Come Back

"SuperStar" - I'll Never Tell

"The Other Side Of The Door" - What Was I Really Thinking When I Slammed The Door

When I this found out it made me love her songs even more because the messages kinda relates to me in a way.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Its Hari Raya Haji and Thanksgiving!! I wish everyone who are a happy hari raya haji and happy thanksgiving. Oh and let me list down 3 things that I'm thankful for;

1) The food that I'm about to eat now. Its looks yummy :)
2) My family (Duh!)
3) And just about everything that makes me happy!

Have a great holiday!!! :D

Please don't be lazy and click on this link and watch the video. Don't worry,its not some lame,boring music video,movie trailer or something that your mother told you not to watch.
May this be lesson,that you must always check if your closet door is still looking fine and never stand behind anything that might fall and hit you...especially in front of a camera! :)

Thursday, November 26, 2009

I'm home!! The vacation was half fun and half annoying. But before I rant and review my holiday trip,I wanna share some tags!

I received the the "awesome blogger" award from Seli (, the "from me to you" from Random Rawr ( and the "lovely blog" award form Janice ( . YAY!!

THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU to these wonderful people!!!

Okay so the rules are basically the same,

Copy & paste the award

List some random things about yourself

Tag other bloggers

And notify them.

For the "one lovely blog" award,I have to list 7 things that I'm loving;

1) The fact that I'm finally blogging right now.

2) That tomorrow I'm going to my grandma's house and meeting my cousins there.

3) I bought some really pretty stuff from my trip to Thailand.

4) Having nothing to do right now.

5) Daydreaming.

6) Being on Facebook and taking the quizzes.

7) Typing this.

And for the other two awards is to list 7 random things that people don't know about you.

1) I am the only child

2) I'm currently in love with Youtube and Twitter

3) I love buying books than clothes

4) One of my bad habits is bitting my nails.

5) Whenever I laugh,I cry :)

6) I have deep feelings for things

7) In school, I'm the nerdy girl with glasses,who is always on 'the outside'

So I'm gonna tag 7 other bloggers...
-Iva Messy ((
-Here comes the sun (
-Alisha (
-What I heart (
-My Itchy Foot (
-Frangipani princess (
-The Little blog of happiness (

Congratulations to them!!

I'm not using my own computer now,since its giving me endless problems and so its really hard to blog.
So I thought I just put like many many,many post in one day....

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Holidays ain't that fun without a vacation eh? My family booked tickets and I'm leaving for THAILAND today. Hope yall,have a great weekend and I'll see you in 4 days!! Bye! :D <3

Thursday, November 19, 2009

New Moon is coming out,and almost everyone is talking about it. Well,the movie doesn't come until December in my country. But I don't really care. Maybe I'll watch it,maybe I won't. Whatever. I want to give my opinion about this Twilight thing.

Before I get to that,let me tell you how I begin reading this story. I'm not the type of person who reads those immortal books. In fact I hated those kinds. I though it was unrealistic,not logical and stuff. So Twilight was the only immortal type of book that I've read till the last page.

At that time the Twilight books were everywhere,people were talking about and getting all excited about the upcoming movie. Well,I Had absolute no idea what was going on,and didn't know anything about Twilight. So I was in my local bookstore,browsing and looking around. Then I was about to pay or my purchase,when I noticed this girl who was so engrossed reading the book,and I thought, "Wow,is it that good?" So decide to try and took one of the shelf and paid. When I got home,it was already late at night,but I couldn't sleep. So I decided to read the Twilight. And I didn't know why I couldn't stop reading it,the book kept me up the whole entire night. That's when I started liking Twilight. I watched the movie,and I really like the baseball part! I liked Edward's family...

But it doesn't end there,a few days after the movie and all,I bought the New Moon and Breaking Dawn. I'm sorry but,I hated it,and my love for Twilight just slowly died down.

Why I hated the other three/two it was because,I couldn't understand what was going,and I didn't know what was going on. All I know,was that;

-They didn't go to school anymore,.
-Edward left,and Bella was all sorrow and felt as if the her life was meaningless without Edward.
-Edward and Bella said "I love you" to each other like 7568975 times!
-Bella couldn't make up her mind between Edward and Jacob.
-She suddenly became a vampire and gave birth to a half-human half-vampire baby girl name Reneesmee.

Those are the only things that I could understand. And I could only understand half of the things that was happening at the Volturi. Somehow I just couldn't get it inside my head on to what was going on. Its like one minute she Bella chooses Edward and then she decides to chooses Jacob,and then some of the characters think that its not worth living if the one you love is no longer exists,so they decided to kill themselves too,and then more and more characters appeared and I got so confused! I'm sorry but its just my opinion and I just don't like the other three books. Because to me,it didn't really make any senses.

And here are some of the other things that I thought about Twilight;

  • I don't why but I think that Kristen Stewart wasn't the right person to play Bella Swan. She seems lifeless and she made Bella Swan seem more lifeless than ever. I just didn't picture Bella as Kristen Stewart when I read the book.

  • If Bella Swan was just and ordinary,plain girl, why did so many guys like her? Because,from what I have experience and observe,most guys don't go after the ordinary plain one,they go for the pretty and hot ones! But whatever,its fiction anyway.

  • If Jacob knew that Bella was SO in love with Edward,why is he still clingy to her,I mean couldn't he just go for the one in the other girls in the wolf pack or something.
  • Why did Jacob ended up with Bella's daughter? I thought there was an age difference...
  • Last thing,Bella's dad doesn't really seem to care about her,or her whereabouts!

So,those are some of the things that I thought about Twilight. Anyhow,I'm not sure if I'm gonna watch it or not..and don't get me wrong,I don't hate Twilight,I just treat as OK,not really a big deal to me. :)

Oh and did you guys watch Demi Lovato's new music video? I love her outfit,especially those gloves!! The song was okay,the video was okay,I mean its just her and her friends and between shots,she's like rocking out. I couldn't really relate the song to the video,but it was okay i guess :\

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Its raining,and I can't help but feel lazy and just feeling like;

And randomly,I remembered when I was little,I love singing those nursery rhymes about rain,hoping it'll stop if I sing them!

One was;
"Rain,rain go away come again another day..." then I forgot the rest..
Another one was;
"Its raining,its pouring,the old man is snoring,he went to bed and bumped his head,and couldn't get up in the morning" something like that.

*Yawning* I'm falling asleep... *Zzzzzzz* :)

Monday, November 16, 2009

Other than the shocking incident that happened on Sunday,my weekend was pretty good...Thankfully!

I've decided that there some good things will turn out after that. Besides I have more important things to think about.

Since the couple of days I've been wasting too much time on my computer,I've made a list of things that I SHOULD & WILL be doing from now on.

1. I need to STOP and control myself from using the computer too much.
2. I need/have to clean my room,at least bit by bit everyday.
(Okay the reason I don't like cleaning my room is because,for me even though my room is messy,I know where everything is,and once I clean it,I forget where I put everything else.)
3. I need to start helping Mom with the household chores.
4. Get started on my homework. At least I can do my English essay if I don't wanna do math.
And I don't want to rush everything into the last minute.

For now,that's just about it. And I'm trying to have a positive thinking from now on. I don't know I always have negative thinking,and I get that,I'll get worried,when I get worried I panic.I really wanna stop myself from thinking negatively. I mean its like not every wrong move is the end of the world right?

Oh and speaking of 'The End Of The World' have you heard about this;

Some people really believe that's its 'the end of the world'...when obviously its not. I saw the trailer and thought it was pretty interesting. Maybe I'll go watch it :D

Saturday, November 14, 2009

I wasn't planning to post today,but something bad happened and I got REALLY angry about it,and I had no other way but to rant about,I have to write this one.

Yesterday,when I said that Friday the 13th wasn't bad and nothing bad had happened to me so far...well I was wrong,wrong,wrong! Something did happened and just happen.

My.Dad's.Motorbike.Was.Stolen.Today! By some crazy ass person in the parking lot (I know,that is so typical)
So here's the story,that was told my Mom and my opinion about the whole thing;

Both my parents were out for like the whole afternoon today. They went to Malaysia (for I don't what reason) and you know Singapore is kinda close to Malaysia right? So they went,blah,blah,blah. Before going back home,my Mom wanted to get some stuff at the supermarket. (Okay so this part I did not understand,why on earth did she want to go to the supermarket there,when over here there are like hundreds of them,and honestly,there is nothing wrong with the prices.) So obviously,they had to park the motorbike at the parking lot right? But then when they came back it was gone!

First of all,I so do not know how it went missing,when the key wasn't even left on the keyhole.
Secondly,they was a friggin CCTV that monitors the activity that was going on in the parking lot! I am guessing that they have a very lousy security guard,which right now,I feel like suing,or maybe he was into the whole 'thing'. God,seriously,what is wrong with people.

I just don't understand,why,please tell me WHY,they are these evil,mean people who have no lives,are doing these. When I read something in the news papers that says about these type of 'situations',I honestly don't really care,but now,I know how it feels. I am really tired of all these people okay!

And now,because of these self-centered lunatics,poor Dad needs to take the public transport to work,and I need to take the public transport to school,and some other troublesome things...But that's besides the point. Now,that motorbike, already like family to us (okay weird much?) and now some douche just stole and it vanishes just like that. And right now,I may sound crazy but i seriously hope and want to believe that my Dad's motorbike will appear tomorrow morning in OUR parking,looking all fine,but I know it won't happen! :(

You'll probably thinking that we've made a police report,but no! And my Dad apparently does not plan too. I don't know how he can be so calm and patient with these things. I mean right now,he's like reading the papers and drinking tea! And I'm the one who's overreacting right now.

I am really tire-Okay whatever,I just don't know what to say anymore... *sigh*

Friday, November 13, 2009

Yay! It FRIDAY-well it doesn't make any difference to now cause I'm on break-but still,YAY!

And waddya know,look at the date,it Friday,the 13TH... Oooh,anyone had bad luck so far? Kidding! Well,I'm not superstitious,and nothing bad has happened to me that has anything to do with the no. 13 as far as I remember. In fact,my birthday is dated 13!

Anyway,have fabulous weekend! :D

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I don't have any plans for today...I think... And the yeah,I'm gonna have BREAD & BUTTER for breakfast (Nothing more than that) or should I go for oatmeal???

Okay,yesterday I read quite a few gossip sites (I love doing that) and I came across this;

I laughed when I saw this cover! I mean are you seriously kidding me? Since when do celebrities admit that they are 'IN LOVE' with each other after like 2-3 dates? I believe that they are dating but 'in love'?? Hmm... And if they ARE dating,which seems likely they are,Taylor Lautner better be careful and NOT break her heart..IF he does,then I guess will be expecting another new hit break-up single on the radio...

You have so got to check this girl out. She is my new FAVE musician!!! Orianthi Panagaris..she was MJ's guitarist... (I think) and she is SO AWESOME!! Listen to her songs and her guitar solo,she really knows her how to rock out! She is so unbelievable good!! I highly recommend her music... Plus,I like her hair :D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Yay!! I received my first blog award ^^ Really thankful and happy about it. But it comes with 7 seven conditions though...

1. Thank whoever gave this to you
2. Copy award
3. Post it in your blog
4. Tell us 7 things that your readers don’t know
5. Link 7 new bloggers
6. Notify winners of the award with a comment on their blog
7. Keep being awesome

Okay so 1st of all I would like thank
My Itchy Foot
for giving me this award! ^^

So I already did # 2 and 3

#5, the new winners are:
BB,Petty Writer,Nadia,Random Rawr,SmileyFreak,Alice in Wonderland and Aisyah
Congrats!! :)

#4 ...

This is my fave I love random list like this,

1) Last night I had the weirdest and dream in the history of 'my dreams that I could remember' o____o
There were 2 scenes, the 1st was I was in this room with my classmates and everything,than suddenly out of nowhere,my parents came in... then my Mom became mad at me for like no reason at all,she scolded me in front of all my friends..and the way she punished me was crazy,it was scary!! And my Dad did nothing..(This was creepy because apparently TODAY my Mom did actually scolded me!) So blah,blah,blah..she scolded me.. THEN the weird part came,the scene changed and I was suddenly sitting at home,my parents were busy cleaning the house, (I dunno why) and my classmates weren't there and I was sitting there watching TV,and you wanna,know what I was watching?? CAMP ROCK 2!!! I had absolutely NO IDEA why in the world was I suddenly at home watching Camp Rock when like two minutes before that my Mom was punishing me in front of all my friends! (Besides,Camp Rock 2 won't be showing till next year right?) And the funny thing was,you know Camp Rock was suppose to take place in Camp right? But the place that I saw in my 'dream TV' wasn't in a school hallway!! And when I woke up I was like, "Okay..what just happened???!!" It was really strange!!

2) I got new books today!! Yay!!

3) I'm an owl,I stay veryyy late at night. Especially if I already took a long nap in the afternoon,'cause I won't be able to fall asleep at night.

4) The chore that I hate doing is,folding clothes. Because my Mom is kinda strict about this,she has to make sure that its neat,the folding proper,line together and stuff like that..

5) My room is in a mess right now,well actually only the shelves. They are too many books,its almost like a library.. :(

6) I can live without my cellphone but not my MP3 player...which means I cant live without music... and the computer.. Besides I hardly text messages or call my friends. They use the Internet more..

7) Its 2.08 AM now and I'm suppose to be sleeping,but Im obviously not(Told ya I was an owl!). If my Mom were to find out,she'll kill me. Eppp!!!

So that's it I need to do #6,and I'd tried my best to be #7 :D

Sunday, November 8, 2009

I'm bored :\ Its only the beginning of the holidays and I'm already suffering boredom. *Sigh* Its raining everyday which makes it quite difficult to go out. And realised something whenever we're approaching December it always rains. I don't why but maybe because its replacing winter. Since we don't have winter here(only rain n shine) I guess thing the only thing to fall form the sky is water droplets not snow droplets. (Ya see I'm so bored that my sentences doesn't really makes sense!)

Back to my whining,I'm boreeeddd... The ONLY good thing about end-year holidays is not waking damn early for school and not having to study like half of the day. So I have a list of things that I could do to occupy myself;

1. Do essay & math homework. (I still don't understand why school needs to give homework for the holidays,can't they just leave us alone for once??)

2. I could practice math (Nah,maybe laaatteerr... :p)

3. I could read books. (I would LOVE too but I'm finished reading every book that I bought,and I don't like to re-read them...unless they're really good!!)

4. Play computer? (Done that already)

5. I got nothing... :(

So almost every option is out and # 1 & #2 will make so much more boring-er.
But nevermind,I'll come up with something eventually...

I watched the SNL today(just the monologue),and Taylor Swift was in it. I'm not sure if she wrote the script or the SNL people wrote it,but it was funny! She mentioned,Joe Jonas,Taylor Lautner and Kanye West and I never though I'd hear her say 'douche bag'.I love the way she mentioned about Taylor Lautner. Although it was a joke..I have to say that the Joe Jonas joke wasn't necessary. I mean seriously,the news is already/getting old and boring...

Another thing is I have to say is about Miley Cyrus(I'm not hating on her). Okay,tell me,would you want to sacrifice your beloved pet cat just so you could get tweets from Miley??? And when I say sacrifice I meant,you kill the cat and you eat it. Sounds yummy right? Not! I cannot believe that someone is so desperate to get her tweet and threatened her like that! You kill it just so you can know what she is doing? Go get a magazine,read gossip sites or something! I literally laughed when I saw that site, and I laughed even more when I saw people talking about how crazy it is on YouTube! Honestly I didn't know her tweets were so important. I follow celebs on twitter and I understand and know that its fun to see what they're up too and reply to them,but am not carried away like that. I mean IF they weren't famous now,nobody will even care if they delete their account or not.
And killing animals?? can't you think of a safer way to make her come back? Like I don't know,write a letter to twitter suggesting them to create a 'sister' site,which is only meant for celebs. So that they won't get pressurize or on all the hate mails or whatever?? I'm just saying... The cooking of your pets to get her to tweet is just insane in my opinion. Come on,her not tweeting is not the end of the world right?

My boredom,Taylor on SNL to Miley and eating cats...I think I'll stop now.. :))

-Forgive me if I sound kinda rude & annoying in this :))

Friday, November 6, 2009

This is soooo cool!! Before the school holidays started,our Art teacher showed us this guy and his drawings. When I saw it I was like, "Oh wow,how did he do it??!!" So I did a little research and I found out his name was, Julian Beever and he has quite alot of brilliant drawings. But I must say,I love this one. I mean the drawing is actually drawn on the ground but,it really comes to life (if you look at it from a certain angle). So I guess the people who were walking by were kinda trying to figure out what he is doing...

I really wonder how do this people do it? Talented or just plain Lucky? :)

So this show was like a sometime ago,but just wanted to do a little review of it.
I watched this like last Sunday with my cousin Alisha,it was raining and we couldn't go out so we ended up watching DVDS.

Okay,so the show was okay,it was basically about boys. Like how to get the guy you want even though he already has a girlfriend which happens to be Ms Popularity in your school. Get the picture right? Normal girl fell in love with the heartthrob in school,but can't make him his 'cause of all the mean girls and blah blah blah...

The 'normal' girl Georgia and her 4 friends went on and kinda stalk 2 cute guys(twins) who just moved in their town and go to their school. Then Georgia and her friends trieds to be perfect and practise kissing...all those stuffs.
I have to admit-even though maybe I sorta sometimes kinda stalk guys on rare occasions-when I watched Georgia and her friends stalk those two guys,I though it was really creepy! Really,it was.

So then one of friends manage to become one of the twins girlfriends. So Georgia tried to get the other twin,Robbie. She tried to make him jealous by using one their friends,Dave. But then everyone found and was against her.

I'll stop there,I'm lazy to summarise and explain more. Getting to the point,the story is about being who you are,not being ashamed of your parents weird behaviour,and not think about yourself all the time. :)

Oh and another thing about the story is, at the beginning and the end,she list five things that is good/bad about her life...some thing like that I think.

So I decided to make MY list.

5 Things Bad about my life:

1. I have an awful grade(quite).
2. My parents are too protective.
3. I still haven't found out what I'm good at.
4. My good friends are not gonna be with me next year.
5. (I have nothing to put here)

5 Things Good about my life:

1. I have an amazing family.
2. I am lucky that I get almost everything I want.
3. I have my awesome blog readers.
4. I have great friends. (Charlene,Lily,Farah..)
5. I have everything I need to go through every single day. :D

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I remember these fabulous cartoons. It was shown on cartoon network and I love watching them. Mystery shows was my fave genre and Scooby-Doo become my all-time fave.
My Dad love these cartoons too,he always told me how much he like the drawings that the cartoonist drew in those times.Well,I have to admit these were some great cartoon drawings. And we used to watch Popeye every night on Cartoon Network together. And seriously,Popeye was half of the reason why I ate my spinach last time!
Well,now they slowly stop airing these shows on Cartoon Network... Now they're on Boomerang,I think right? Too bad I don't have that Channel :(

Sunday, November 1, 2009

I've seen a lot people asking questions like 'Which word is the most annoying word to you?' So I've decided to list 3 of words that I often hear people say and find them somehow annoying.

So,CONGRATULATIONS to these words/phrases for winning the most annoying category :)

1. "I don't know"
This phrase really gets on my nerves when people use them unreasonably and they sound like they they don't care about anything at all. I can accept the fact if they use them for questions they really don't know the answer to. But if people use them for like sentences like "Hey you wanna hang out later?" "What did you think of the movie?" Then they reply you with a simple "I don't know". Then I'd be like "What you don't have any opinions or thoughts about it?"
I don't mind people saying "I don't know" if they out some extra words at the back. Like, " I don't know,I'll have to check my schedule" or "I don't know...the movie seemed kinda awkward!"
Those are the kind of sentences that I love to hear,not those 3 simple words!
If people are answer me back like that,I'd conclude that are just using it as an excuse not wanting to talk to me,they have very little opinion or they're just lazy to talk.

2. "I don't believe you"
This one is ONLY annoying when people say this to you if you're telling the truth.
Seriously,no matter how many times you try to convince them (by telling them that you're telling the truth) they just keep on repeating these 4 words,and it gets much more annoying every time they say it. The worst part is that, for me I think is that,if someone were to say it,I don't have comeback for it.,even I did it'll probably be something lame.

3. "Whatever"
Okay,so to me this isn't reaaallly annoying,but if I were to hear 10 "whatever(s)" in one day,said by 10 different people with their crappy voice (just 'cause their day wasn't going on so well,and they had to answer me back rudely without apologising) then I'd be the one annoyed!

So there you you have it, 3 word/phrases that annoys me! :)