But

when cute strangers hold the door for you and you wake up to text messages
and you feel appreciated and when you are sunburned
and your body is warm and cold showers in the summer and diet cokes
on the porch and music soaks into your soul and when someone talks to
you first and when “i love you” comes from them first and airplanes and
grass stains and when you catch the sunset just in time and when the coffee
is just right and when you get mail and green lights and when suddenly you wake up
and you feel better and hand holding and when you have adventures
and when you learn to drive and when books make you cry and awkward small talk
and new notebooks and when you you feel cosy and warm drinking tea near the fireplace
on a winter's night and a nice picnic with your family and mates and
pretty eyes and trains and capturing beautiful scenes on camera
just so you won’t forget and new countries and when the light is perfect
and kisses on the forehead and being broken but laughing about it
and when the sky is blue and songs that make
you smile and sand in your shoes and
when you laugh and laugh and laugh


I wish all Muslims a blessed Ramadan.
May Allah grant us strength and peace and beyond
and bless our families and friends in this holy month.
Amin.

Apple Leaves

My exams has ended. I can sleep peacefully now till next season.

P.S. I've missing out alot recently. I'll catch up on everyone's blog and return all the lovely comments.

Staying Afloat

(writing to her father) “I have learnt how to live… How to be In the world and Of the world,
and not just to stand aside and watch. And I will never, never again run away from life.
Or from love, either…”

Other than the fact that my pens are always going missing
(i think the little elves and gnomes in the school garden took them!)and mom
being so overprotective of me,life is fine now.
And hopefully it'll get even better.
The exams are in one week's time and I have many things to cover on.

Anxious. That's the right word to describe how I'm feeling the pass few hectic days.
But that's normal for me I guess,I feel like this all the time and possibly,everyday of my life.
I can't wait for everything to be over,then I'll sleep forever till next season,and flyaway to dreamland.

I wish everyone a lovely day. May all of you gain the desires of you heart. love.

Picnics & Tea Parties

The weather looks nice today,and I thought how wonderful it'd be if we do a picnic or tea party.
Just thinking about it sounds comforting and relaxing. We'll invite close friends and the birds,bunnies and faeries.
We could sit on cool damp grass,have tea,read books,admire pretty nature and eat colourful berries.
We could watch the clouds and daydream all we want without no one to interrupt us
and we'd stay out till the evening and watch the sunset.

I think that'll be nice,we often dine at fine restaurants,bars and cafes,
why not do something different this time.
<3

The Picture Perfect Girl

There's this girl that I know of,with shoulder-length hair,
big brown eyes,she barely has spots on her face,flawless.
She's skinny and has all the right curves.
She could fit into anything her heart desires.
From shirts to skirts,dresses to shorts and tights and skinny jeans.
She's rich,she travels and can afford all those gorgeous clothes.
The ones you find in Topshop,Forever 21 and other designer stores.
She's that girl that everybody wants to be friends with.
She has almost everything. She's blessed.

but,every time I look at her, I can't help but feel horrible about myself. I feel disgusted with myself.
it's like there's a voice inside my head that's repeatedly saying,
"she's so pretty,so perfect.
and what about you?
oh that's right,
pathetic."


(Other than that issue,I'm doing quite alright)

Caught In Between

I went over to my window and opened it and packed a snowball with my bare hands. The snow was very good for packing. I didn’t throw it at anything, though. I started to throw it. At a car that was parked across the street. But I changed my mind. The car looked so nice and white. Then I started to throw it at a hydrant, but that looked too nice and white, too. Finally I didn’t throw it at anything. All I did was close the window and walk around the room with the snowball, packing it harder. A little while later, I still had it with me when I and Brossard and Ackley got on the bus. The bus driver opened the doors and made me throw it out. I told him I wasn’t going to chuck it at anybody, but he wouldn’t believe me. People never believe you.

The Catcher in the Rye, 1951

-J. D. Salinger

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Its Friday night and I'm just sitting at home wasting precious time. My Friday nights are always like this. I know that somewhere across town,in a rich girl's house there's a party going on, which is held by my former classmates.It's not really a party,more of a class gathering. I was invited actually,but I felt that I didn't really want to go. Because,if I did go,I knew that I wouldn't be enjoying myself,even though I'd be surrounded by all the so-called "cool people'' (from what I heard,they're the only ones going). They aren't really bad people. Sometimes they're nice to me,sometimes they're not. It funny you know. We've been together as a class for two years,and still don't get along,and we act like strangers when we see one another. They see me;quiet and timid,I see them; loud and obnoxious. We're opposite.
And to be honest,I like my current 2010 class much better,even if some say they don't.

Home. You're Not Really My Favourite Place Anymore.

I'm finally back home in Singapore (pretty sad though) The trip was really fabulous and a great experience. Europe was really magical,the whether was really cooling and I love it to bits. Its very,very different from Singapore. But there were some not-so-good moments. Like the time when I completely humiliated myself in Paris and the disagreement I still had with my Mom. And two weeks passed by just like that,I wish I didn't have to leave and it was so bad that I got so upset and had fever on the way home from Switzerland. I won't give you the full details now,since the pictures aren't here yet. I'll upload them sometime this week.

The daily routine is starting again,mom is STILL yelling at me,school is starting soon and I'm still feeling down. My life here sucks,big time.

P.S. I want go back to Europe again,settle there and leave all these people behind.

A Conversation with the Pooh,Winnie

“Say, Pooh, why aren’t you busy,” I said.
“Because it’s a nice day,” said Pooh.
“Yes, but ——”
“Why ruin it?” he said.
“But you could be doing something Important,” I said.
“I am,” said Pooh.
“Oh? Doing what?”
“Listening,” he said.
“Listening to what?”
“To the birds. And that squirrel over there.”
“What are they saying?” I asked.
“That it’s a nice day,” said Pooh.
“But you know that already,” I said.
“Yes, but it’s always good to hear that somebody else thinks so, too,” he replied.

So Pooh wanted me to ask you,
Was it a nice day,for you?

Fighting Your Way to Forever North

i want to be a writer, i want to aspire and inspire i want to play in a symphony, i want to host a magic show,i want to be the the friend that you call up at 2 am, i want to be a counselor, i want to change the world, i want to be happy, i want to open up in a bookstore and be impossibly cool, i want to be a journalist, i want live in the olden days and wear those vintage dresses and hats, i want not to be misunderstood,i want to make a movie that people will remember even after decades,i want to be a dream,i want to be an artist,i want to travel and see the world,i want to be fearless,i want to be love.

Question: What do you want to do or dream?

I Am Human-Fast Moving,Fast Fading

Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can’t move
awake but cannot open my eyes
and the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can’t breathe
and I hope someone will help me this time
and your mother’s still calling you insane and high
swearing it’s different this time
and you tell her you give in to the demons that possess her
and that God never blessed her insides
then you hang up the phone
and feel badly for upsetting things
crawl back into bed to dream of a time
when your heart was open wide
and you loved things just because
like the sick and the dying
and sometimes when you’re on
you’re really fucking on
and your friends they sing along
and they love you
but the lows are so extreme
that the good seems fucking cheap
and it teases you for weeks in its absence
but you’ll fight and you’ll make it through
you’ll fake it if you have to
and you’ll show up for work with a smile
and you’ll be better
and you’ll be smarter
and more grown up
and a better daughter or son
and a real good friend
and you’ll be awake
you’ll be alert
you’ll be positive though it hurts

and you’ll laugh and embrace all your friends
and you’ll be a real good listener
you’ll be honest
you’ll be brave
you’ll be handsome and you’ll be beautiful
you’ll be happy

your ship may be coming in
you’re weak but not giving in
to the cries and the wails of the valley below
and your ship may be coming in
you’re weak but not giving in
and you’ll fight it
you’ll go out fighting all of them

- Unknown

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I was really touched when reading the comments on my previous post. Thank you everyone who posted them. I love you all :-)

You're Loved & Tagged!

10 Things you desire
1.Snow
2.a horse,although I'm not allowed to
3.a camera,I'll get a chance to post some pictures at least.
4.sit and talk to someone about anything. its been a long time since i did.
5.know how to play a musical instrument.
6.i want to meet various authors.
7.get an A or at least a B for Math
8.attend to a ballroom dance
9.not feel awkward in crowds
10.get my house done its makeover!

9.Musicians/bands you love:

1.Taylor Swift
2.Carrie Underwood
3.Erin Mccarley
4.Lady Gaga
5.Lady Antebellum
6.Colbie Caillat
7.The Corrs
8.Holly Brook
9.Laura Jansen

8 Things you do everyday:
1.Daydream
2.People watch
3.Joke around with my cousin Alisha
4.Tumbling and Blogging
5.Feel panicky and worry for no particular reason at all.
6.wish that I were...
7.Get lonely
8.Not go to sleep when I should

7 Things you enjoy:
1.reading, libraries, ALL books
2.Waffles with honey and smoothies! YUM :)
3.Theatre,Poetry,Literature
4.Watching C.S.I Miami
5.Finding a new artist/song that none of my friends ever heard of
6. Buying notebooks,diaries,bags,and purses and accessories
7.Reading beautiful writing piece

6 Things that will always win your heart:
1.Flowers,any type!
2.Boys with soft ,great hair
3.People who are charming and nice
4.Words. always words. people that write/speak beautiful,nice words
5.Paperdolls
6.Vintage photos

5 Favourites:
1.Movie: I don’t think my favourite film has been made yet. I have dreams about it all the time.
2.Song: I like any song that has a beautiful meaning to it
3.Book: i have many favourites,its so hard to choose. Sorry!
4.Band: I don't have one to be honest..!
5.Colour: Pink and Black.

4 Smells you enjoy:
1.sweet popcorn
2.old books
3.white roses and rain
4.coffee

3 Places you want to go:
1.Egypt to see river Nile
2.Venice
3.The Moon,Neverland,Castles...and so many other beautiful places!

2 Animals you love:
1.Horse. I've adored them evers since I was little. Maybe I'll build up a stable one day. Maybe..
2.Owls. Those mysterious creatures are beautiful.

1 Person you’d marry on the spot:
1.I'm not sure,they're many attractive,handsome men out there. Question is whether would he want me?

Thank you to:
Random Rawr (http://randomrawr.blogspot.com/)
Alice In wonderland (http://thewondersofalice.blogspot.com/)
Christiejolu (http://christiejolu.blogspot.com/)
Dandalily (http://iwantedtoprovesomething.blogspot.com/)
P.s. I am me(http://andsomyheartcrumbles.blogspot.com/)
Cara(http://caraalynn.blogspot.com/)
and to everyone who I forgot to mention and also to those who comment on my posts!

Like I promised,I'd do the tag by this week. And I'm sorry if its different from the ones you've tagged me,since I've missed out on some them,I decided to come up with a new one. I hope you don't mind! And this goes out to everyone!!

LoveLoveLove

Soon enough it’ll be summer,I'll have a month break from school and I’ll read more books and travel to magical places and (hopefully) I'll smile more and laugh more and cry less and dance more and swim more, turn my skin into liquid summer from staying in pools for too long and soon enough I’ll have the right words, I hope to god i’ll have the right words.

I had a great birthday yesterday,there was ice-cream cake :D

From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU to everyone who wished me Happy Birthday. You made it so much better,than it already was. Thank you. I love you all.
And Tywo,you're wonderful,thank you for making a post especially for me.

*BIG HUGS*

Again and Again

I sat down for my accounting paper
with pure determination
I could answer the questions.
I could pass.

But those positive thoughts vanished
when I read the questions.
They were tough
I had visions of myself getting back the paper.
No smile,Sad,Disappointed,Hopeless.
I guess,
I should've studied a little more the night before.

I groaned.
I regret.

My day got a lot worse after that.

Two schoolmates if mine,
Boys.
We were of the same age
but not really the same height.
One was a little taller
the other was shorter.

I've known them for 2 years,
but we've never had a proper conversation.
It was mainly
them
teasing
me.
Sometimes playful,
sometimes not.

They still tease me to this very day.
Today.
I wasn't,of course,
like a 3-year old
who cried over things like that.
In fact,
I merely laugh at it.

But then,
it got mean
and mean
and
meaner.
They said things.
Mean things about
your face,
your height,
your weight.
And sometimes they're never true.
They just want you to feel bad.

Their words were like bullets shooting my heart.
It hit. It hurts.
But I kept quiet.
I was afraid to shut them up.
Afraid that I'd make a fool out me.
But the truth was what I wished to do was
scream and beat the shit out of them.
But of course I didn't.
I kept quiet,as they continued their fun.
How appropriate.

And for the record,
these boys,some of my school boys
they are like that.
Their mind sets are like that.
They think its cool to tease
and insult
and swear,
on girls (they don't seem attracted to)
on teachers
and stuff they don't care.

No,its not cool.
Not awesome.
Not cute.

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When I got home,
I got into an argument with
Mom and Dad.
Mom especially. Again.
She was always finding fault in me.
Always.

Later that afternoon,
they went out.
I could hear the door slammed
it echoed the whole house.
I was in my room.
Alone.

At times like this
normal people would have
called and text their friends,
console in them.
I didn't.
I don't have any friends
to call
to text
to console to.
I was,
Alone.

Then I started to cry.
I didn't want to
but
I did.
I couldn't control the tears
I cried
I cried
I cried
I thought about,
how I am such loser,
how pathetic my life was
how everything was going from good
to bad,to worse,to shit.

Then I suddenly felt tired.
I slowly lay in bed
Closed my eyes
and
drift off to sleep
my face wet with tears.
I needed to rest.

MyNameIsNabilaHazirah

I got this idea from Tiana Lachelle and since Cara gave me an award,I thought it was perfect to post it along with this award. Thank You to these two lovely ladies!

Award by Cara-caraalynn.blogspot.com

(I just love the teddy bear)
The rules are basicly;
*give this award to 10 sweet and friendly bloggers,
*make a post about the award including the picture and mention the person who gave it to you,
*put the award on your blog,
and
*let your nominated 10 know you've awarded them by leaving a comment!

The 10 nominess are;
Tiana-tianalachelle.blogspot.com
Chlo-sleepy-tigers.blogspot.com
Athena-lets-flyaway-now.blogspot.com
Just a little bit of French-justalittlebitfrench.blogspot.com
iLove-letters2anex.blogspot.com
Gina-motherof1princessand2princes.blogspot.com
Battleinmind-battleinmind.blogspot.com
Kakes-lightsofamman.blogspot.com
Sabine Cara-brokenintimacy.blogspot.com
Levianna-levianacoccia.blogspot.com

:D

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The post that I wanted to post like Tiana's-tianalachelle.blospot.com was an "About Me" post. Since I've never really told you some stuff about myself,so here's my chance to do so.

My name is: Nabilah Hazirah
Fave colour: Pink! I like pink ever since I was little. I kinda blame Barbie for this.
Muisc I love listening to: Country,Acoustic,Pop
Things I like: Muisc,Books,Tv,Internet,Unicorns,Cats,Flowers,Vintage stuff,Rainy Nights,Dreaming,Writing,Classic Stories,Rolloer Coasters,Quotes,Cotton Candy,Ice-cream,Chocolate,Mangoes,Strawberries,Travelling,Nice People.
Things I hate: Mean People.

Random Facts:
-I wear glasses.
-I rarely wear T-shirts when I go out. i wear blouses or sundresses instead.
-I really wish my school was like Hogwarts and the teachers would trun into cats and warewolves.
-I like the feeling of passing a test.
-I wish I started this blog years ago.
-I want to be skinny and lovely.
-I like making sad people happy again.
-I suck at hairstyling. That's why I I always stick to ponytails.
-I may write some depressing stuff and it may seem that I'm emotionally unstable,but there's one thing I will NEVER do. Cut myself. And its simply because I'm afraid to do so.

Lastly,I remember reading a comment,I think its from knk. Said that I've met some bad situations. Its true,I have,plenty of 'em. And even though,I've regretted and feel sorry for myself all the time,I leran many so much form it. It taught me many things about human nature and that's how I got about observing people.

Bad situations were:
-I got hospitalized early last year. It was beacause I had fever,and the doctors found out that there was bacteria in my blood. I know,eeww! But thank god,they're gone now! :)
During that period of time,my friends didn't bother about me.
-I've experienced the "i like him,but he likes her" situation.
-I got into a fight with one of my juniors last year.
-The feelings of being the irrelevant one in a group
-Having a shitty friend,whcih lead me into even more bad situations.
And some other stuff.

I can't find the right words to describe how I felt during this times. The feeling was so terrible,I had talked to no one because nobody gives a damn to what I had to say. I was laughing almost every single day during those times and I look as if I was okay. But the truth was I wasn't.
I was sad everyday. It was the the sadness I haven't felt since childhood. The kind of sadness you feel at the end of summer. When summer love comes to a halt,the fireflies are gone,the ponds have dried up and the plants are wilted,weary from being so green.

But I'm slightly better now,better than before.

So that was my "About Me". Now you know me a little better. Happy May Day everyone.

Misunderstandings are Ugly

Today,I ate,I decided too. I figured that there was no point not eating,I've already had less sleep. I was only going to feel more upset than I actually was. I guess,I''ll have to find another way to be lovely.

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My exams starts tomorrow.
English on Wednesday
Physics & Social Studies on Thursday
Math on Friday
and some other papers next week.
I managed to push away my laziness aside and took the time to study
in the library,during the last two weeks and so.
I can't stop worrying about the tests as long as its not over. I've already predict that I'm gonna flunk my Math. I think so. Because,honestly,I'm not so sure about some of the Math stuff yet.
Well,fail that or not,let's just hope I don't fail more than one subject.

*Fingers crossed*

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Oh,frisbee during P.E class today was really fun,surprisingly! I laugh out loud so much,and it felt so good! :D
I can't remember when was the last time I felt so happy giggly like that.

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There's drama going on in my family again. Grandma and Aunt are quarrelling again. I'm too sure what happened though,because I missed the whole thing. But according to Mom,it was because the same reason as every other quarrelled that they had. Misunderstandings.
You know,I guess my family quarrel over the stupid and slightest things. Especially me.

Another Award!

I was tag by AliceInWonderland! Thank you! I love the award,looks so cute ^^Now,I have to answer the questions that are attached to it..

1.If you were a Disney cartoon character, who would you be?
Evil Witch from Snow White OR Donald Duck. Haha,I know,so random.
2.Sweet or Savoury?
Sweet.
3.If you could spend an evening with anyone, fact/fiction, living or dead, who would you choose?
You,anyone who's reading this :)
4.Plane, Train or Automobile?
Plane.
5.Picnic or Cinema?
Picnic. Cinemas are expensive :/
6.Cat or Dog?
Cat.
7.Book or D.V.D?
Book!
8.Long hair or short hair?
I don't know,I like long hair,but short hair is so much easier to handle.
9.Favourite T.V. Show?
C.S.I Miami!
First Band or Artist that you followed?
Avril Lavigne.

Similar to the tag that Just a little bit of French tagged me,I have to come up with my own set of questions.

1.What's the biggest misconception about you?
2. Black or Blue?
3. The Simpsons or Spongebob?
4. Your dream?
5. What's the movie you last cried to?
6. Descibe your day in one word.
7. Which place would you like to visit?
8. Which Mr Men/Little Miss best descibe you?

I pass this on to:
Cara
S and Q
Its simple love

Tiny Billion Little Feathers

Dear Beautiful,

I am sorry I'm boring. Even boring myself. I'm too shy,too quiet,so much quieter than any mouse. I am incapable of speech,incapable of making up a good comeback whenever you talk to me. My poor aching mind doesn't work like that. It doesn't work in a flash. Maybe its because I do to much thinking that I over think somethings too much. Somethings things that are quite unnecessary,that wouldn't really matter to anyone but just me. But that's okay,I guess curiosity is a powerful thing.

My heart sighed. The sigh of radiated from the hole in my chest,from a place that had never seen light,from a place that had taken all joy and given me only loneliness with the very water I drink,the very air I breathe. I feel empty,parts of me are missing. I'm not invincible,no where near that.

I am surrounded by people who say they're my friends,my family,they'll be there for me. But their actions towards me brings such great disappointment when they ditched me before in my time of need,and if they can do something like that once,I have no doubt they can do it again. Now trust isn't an option.

"Save me,save me!" I desperately cried. But I still see no hand,no heart,no help.
Helpless.Helpless.Helpless.

So for now,with each passing day,I'd write my heart out A heart that's carrying all these extraordinary emotions,restlessly waiting for the right time to burst everything out,one at a time,bit my bit.. I'd write for my own being,my own hurtful,cold soul and for everyone else who cares to read and who's gone through similar phases,captures everyone imaginations.

"Hi.Um. I know I'm random,but I gave you an award. Because I think you're awesome like that."

Thanks to Misery who gave me this prestigious award,Yay!:D

Here are the procedures;

1. Get really excited that you got the coolest award EVER! (Done that ^^)
2. Choose ONE of the following options of accepting the OMB award:
(a) Get really drunk and blog for 15 minutes straight, or for as long as you can focus.
(b) Write about your most embarrassing moment.
(c) Write a "Soundtrack of your childhood" post.
(d) Make your next blog a 'vlog'/video blog. Basically, you're talking to the camera about whatever.
(e) Take a picture of yourself first thing in the morning, before you do anything else (hair, make up, etc)
and post it.
3. Pass the award on to at least three, but preferably more, awesome bloggers as yourself. Don't forget to
tell them.

The "Sountrack of my Childhood"

1. Avril Lavigne "Don't Tell Me"
This is actually the first song that I ever heard on MTV. Avril Lavigne was the one who got me into music.I wanted to be like her so much back then. Heh.
2. The Corrs "Summer Sunshine" I used to love this song so much,and them of course.I think the reason I love them so much was because of the slow,jazzy and heartfelt related lyrics that they sang and it was also because I wasn't too familiar with country music back then.
3. Busted "Who's David" They were the first boy band that I actually enjoyed listening to
4. Black Eyed Peas "Don't Lie" Ha,this song was just too catchy not to be listed
5. Vanessa Carlton "White Houses" When I saw her playing the piano in the music video,I asked my Mom whether I could attend piano lessons but she didn't really support the idea. Which means,I'm still blur with the piano keys.

I think that's about it,I know there only a few but when I was little,well not so,about 10-12 years old,those where the only songs that I listened to. I wasn't really exposed to the whole music thing.

I pass this award to;
Petty Writer
Just a little bit of French
Kakes
Francesca
Michelle
Emm.
Random Rawr
Seli
Tywo
Abby
Brooklyn
Disaster Girl
Petal
Helen
Christejolu
Jen
Kimberly Franklin
Frangipani Princess
SmileyFreak
and to all the other people who ever commented and follow me.

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let's try our best to burn this filth.

Same Height as my Fridge

This an example of how we were doing in school this week. Looks really fun right? -_-

I had a Math test today and the question were on Algebra. I couldn't even solve the first question!

Bottom line;I am gonna fail.

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Kylie from (justalittlebitoffrench.blogspot.com) had tagged me! Yay!!
Its been quite sometime I've done these sorta questions,so here goes;

What do you want right this minute?
-Get a haircut!
Are you taller than your fridge?
-Not really,same height I think.
Ever pranked called someone? What was the outcome?
-Kind of. Backfired! :\
Best gift you've ever been given?
-I can't remember, Probably those DIY necklaces.
Favourite TV character?
-Spongebob
Favourite quote?
- I have many faves.
Are your pajama pants as cool as mine? (mine have owls, bet that's hard to beat :P)
-Mine has skulls on them. So I guess that's a fair competition ;D
Last time you cried?
-2 months ago
Are you a sore loser?
-Uh..I don't really think so...
Facebook or Twitter?
-TWITTER!!!

Now I have to come up with a new set of questions and tag some other bloggers. If I tag you,you'll just need to answer mine and then make up your own questions.

-> What's the colour of the shirt you're wearing right now?
-> Fave brand?
-> Which celebrity would you want to be BFF with?
-> How would you react if one day you wake up and receive a letter from "The Minstry of Magic" informing that they want you in Hogwarts?
-> Fave dessert?
-> Which reality TV show would you want to be in?
-> Ice-cream or chocolates?
-> Have you ever want/wish to slide down a rainbow?
-> If you could travel back time,which time will you visit? (Ancient Greek,Middle Ages etc.)
-> Are you happy with life now?

I tag:
Tywo (http://pinkpurplefairy.blogspot.com/)
Helen (http://withinhersmile.blogspot.com/)
Misery (http://illagain.blogspot.com/)
Christejolu (http://christiejolu.blogspot.com/)
Leviana (http://levianacoccia.blogspot.com/)
If anyone else wants to do this,you are most welcome too!

Happy Good Friday,Happy Start of April,Happy End of March & Happy Weekend!

I've been meaning to this post,but I'm always delaying it(Sorry about that!). But now I can finally post this,

I wanna thank the people who have given me awards and tagged me;
Abby
Tywo
Mai
Kylie
Kimberly Franklin


Thank you so much!!

And I wanna thank my followers(even to those who has never commented before),and those who have commented on any one of my post before. It really means alot to me knowing that there are people who actually take any interest into what I'm writing.
(Because I've always been the type that no one really cares about.)
And thanks to one of my friends from school,Foo Sin Yun,for being the only person from school that I know who reads my blog.

To all my followers and the blogs that I've linked at the sides,
I wish you were really in my life and that we live on the same street. Because I feel that I can connect with you so much more than those that are in my life right now. *HEARTS*
P.S. your blogs are all amazing!