big brown eyes,she barely has spots on her face,flawless.
She's skinny and has all the right curves.
She could fit into anything her heart desires.
From shirts to skirts,dresses to shorts and tights and skinny jeans.
She's rich,she travels and can afford all those gorgeous clothes.
The ones you find in Topshop,Forever 21 and other designer stores.
She's that girl that everybody wants to be friends with.
She has almost everything. She's blessed.
but,every time I look at her, I can't help but feel horrible about myself. I feel disgusted with myself.
it's like there's a voice inside my head that's repeatedly saying,
"she's so pretty,so perfect.
and what about you?
oh that's right,
pathetic."
(Other than that issue,I'm doing quite alright)
Girl you are anything BUT pathetic...And I bet you that girl has issues herself...You know Forever21 we used to call it Whores R Us or slutmart anyway...It used to be the cheap store...Ok fashions but just don't wash the stuff...Is that changed now??? Any way YOU ARE NOT PATHETIC...Love ya!
ReplyDeleteIn the end, it doesn't matter. No one's perfect.
ReplyDeleteBut you don't know what's going on behind the curtains.
ReplyDeleteShe could be battling with herself in her mind. Or think something's wrong.
I gurantee it her life is not perfect in every way you imagine.
Actually I KNOW it.
So DON'T feel so bad.
xx,
~Abby~
Beauty lies within...
ReplyDeleteyou know what? I could go on with optimistic stuff such as real beauty is within...but...I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I've been there, too. It's terrible feeling, isn't it?
ReplyDeleteTo make you feel better - I left you an award on my blog (actually you can choose the award you like more!)
i think, we all know this.
ReplyDeletebut you are anything but pathetic.
you're wonderful.
beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
oh my dear, we all feel like this sometimes, i promise you, it won't be like this forever.
ReplyDeletex.