Sunday, January 31, 2010
Right now,my mind is just occupy with the things that will be going on in school this coming week. It like there are these annoying voices echoing in my head saying things like, "School..test...P.E..Homework..." It just won't shut up. And yes,indeed I will be having a lot of test this week. How convenient! I hate class test,did I tell you guys that? Th only test I like doing is English. Really. Doing English tests is somehow to me,regardless whether I get the top scoring grade or not. Also,I'm hating on Wednesday & Thursday too. Our timetable completely sucks on those two friggin days.
There's one thing in that I can't decide right now.
Whether or not I should participate in P.E this Tuesday. We're are going to playing frisbee-which I have no problem with-just that I'm allergic to contact sports.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Dear John based on a novel by Nicholas Sparks;
Synposis: Savannah Curtis (Amanda Seyfried) was on spring break when she first met John Tyree (Channing Tatum), who was home on temporary leave. For the smitten soldier it was practically love at first sight. Over the course of the next seven years, when each deployment seemed more treacherous than the last, the love letters that Savannah sent to John were one of the only things that kept him going. However, those loving and heartfelt correspondences would ultimately yield consequences that neither the brave soldier nor his one true love could have ever foreseen.
I stumbled upon this. The trailer looks so friggin good!!! Its so emotional and it seems so interesting.
I feel like watching this already!
(Apart,from peace & love)
When it comes to friendship,I guess its a total fail for me. It maybe the other person fault or mine,or it may even be both. I'm not sure,and I really don't wanna know either.
Right now,I don't have a BFF,I just everyday,ordinary,maybe not-so-close friends. I think that's enough to keep me going on with my life now.
And if I'm not wrong,my last actual BFF was 4 years ago.
My life is so darn pathetic.
There is one tiny thing I like about having friends,especially BFFs.
Its when you suddenly go on and asked,
"Hey,do you remember how met? How we suddenly become close friends?"
I like those small,talking topic flashbacks.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Dad doesn't like birthdays. He wouldn't encourage you to throw a birthday bash for him. He says that there was no point in birthdays if it was just for the sake of giving presents and reminding them how old they already are. Which was kinda true considering that some people just grow alot worse than they already are. But anyways Happy Birthday Dad :)
I actually did some practise awhile back on my Maths before this.
I woke up from the imaginative world of mine,right after I received back my first damn Maths test. I was only two marks away from the passing mark. FAIL. D:
So anyway,I decided to spend this weekend writing a letter reply to Mom's friends in England.
(Mom's not sure want to write so she asked for help) Its a little late to reply though,since the last card they sent was during Christmas. Mom's friends never fail to send one during Christmas,so I figured that it'll be rude not to send a reply back. I was thinking of buying a card,but I then I realised it was just a waste of money. So I decided to make one. I'm not gonna make it complicated and make seem that its a wedding card. So I decided to add some little drawings.
I'll take picture of it once I'm done. I swear! LOL!
Just a random add,
We were given this "lecture" in school,about all the good things that we're suppose to be doing . The sorta,life skills lectures that teachers love give out to us teens. I will say that they were all very right and we are advise to follow them. But as far as I'm concerned,I know that most teens like us don't really give a shit about all those stuffs. That's what I observe. Teachers can give us like 62725 lectures,but at the end of the day,it somehow,won't get into our heads. The sadest thing is,adults seem to think that we'll instantly turn into angels and it'll be the turning point of our life.
Hell no,unfortunely its not that easy to get us youths to fully realise ourselves.
I think,we're just too young to obey all the rules yet.
& of course;
So I decided to list up 15 things-to-do if you are bored at a supermarket,while waiting for you Mom,(or whoever);
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples' trolley when they aren't looking.
2. Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals.
3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor to the toilet.
4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, "Code 10 at Pharmacy" ... and see what happens.
5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on hold.
6. Move a "CAUTION - WET FLOOR" sign to a carpeted area.
7. Set up a tent in the housewares and tell other shoppers you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department.
8. When an assistant asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?"
9. Look right into the security camera and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose.
10. While handling knives in the kitchen ware department ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are.
11. Dart around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the theme from Mission Impossible.
12. In the car accessory department practice your Madonna look using different size funnels.
13. Hide in the clothing rack and when people browse through shout, "PICK ME! PICK ME!!!!"
14. When an announcement comes over the loud speaker assume the foetal position and scream, "NO! NO! It's those voices again!"
15. Go into a fitting room and yell real loudly...."Hey! We're out of toilet paper in here!"
I hope this will kill time.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
I was indeed lucky that today was slightly better for me. Although there were maybe some lame random insults going on. I can't help it, confession-I have sensitive-But managed to get through it.
There were good news for me. I passed my Physics test! (the one I thought I failed). That really cheered me up. I passed mostly all my class test so far. Yay! I need to make sure I maintain this standard and not go downhill.
Maths was super funny today. LOL! The poor teacher,having to put with our rebellious class. My friends were annoying the hell outta her. They purposely did that just so to kill time. Throughout the two periods it went like,
"Teacher,teacher,teacher. May I go to the restroom?"
"No! Sit down!
Discipline Master came,
"Okay fine,you can go. I'll go along with you,see if you really pee.
It went on and on like for two periods. I knew it was wrong but I laughed my ass of!
Poor,poor Maths teacher,I think she was about to cry out of frustration.
She did once though,the last two weeks.
So anyway,after that chaos ended. I spent time with Vanessa (desk mate). We had a good talk. She talked about her problems and I talked about mine. It weird though 'cause I didn't know her at all the past two years. But now,like out of the blue we were bonding. I feel so good, to know that there is someone who trusts me,because Vanessa has tons of friends,and we only known each other for like 1 month,so I couldn't believe that she had this trusted feeling on me. somehow. and to have someone who I can trust. It feels so good to know that there is someone who doesn't just treat you like "just like that".
So we just talked while walking home. I told her about all the stuffs that were upsetting me and all,and I was surprised she understood and could relate to them.
I so appreciate her. It feels so darn good to know that there's someone who doesn't treat you like shit.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I skipped my after-school activity today. I already skipped last week session,I just can't help it once you skip for the first time,you will have this irresistible lazy feeling of skipping it again,its like as though there's this stupid devil is controlling your emotions and leading you to a wrong decision. Well,I'm sure this year my activity points are gonna be as low as fuck.
Anyway,we had to run the 2.4km during P.E today,and unlike the other girls who had wore shorts I wore tack pants. Because Dad ordered me too. Its pretty comfortable if you ask me.Today's run was a practise,the actual test is around March I think. I participated, although my timing was recorded. I wanted to do what everyone else was doing,I didn't want to be selfish and sit around lazily for 2 whole period. Plus I wanted people people to know that I'm normal and can do almost just about anything they can. And anybody who thinks that I'm not capable of doing relevant normal things are just delusional.
So,anyway,I tried running,then I feet hurt hurt,so I walked,while everybody else was doing what was doing what we were suppose to be doing. This was my first 2.4km run so I wasn't really sure where the start and where the ending was. I can't believe myself,after 2 friggin years this was my first 2.4km run. Now thinking about it,I'm like "What the fuck was I thinking 2 years ago?!" I should have attended P.E.
The thing about running that I noticed is that,you will tend to talk to people you've never spoken to before or often. Like just now,I talked to this one tall,guy in my class whom I've never spoken to. And he's reaction to it was priceless! LOL! Another thing is that before the we had to run the actual distance,Mr P.E told us to run 2 rounds around the school compound-wasn't really a long distance-to warm and everything. But as soon as we started running,almost everyone acting as if it was the actual thing. I didn't follow,because by common sense you weren't suppose to waste your energy on just 2 friggin rounds. So that I don't see why people needed run for their lives at full speed back then,because all that needs to be done was jog. Whatever. I'm glad that I decided to take up P.E this year at least I did something. I don't mind being last,but I can't stand being left out.
Oh right, just a random say,I totally forgot to bring my pencil case to school today. This is already the second time this month. I'm so friggin lame.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Boy with a beautiful face and a gorgeous smile,
You look so handsome as you sat on that bench there
You didn't turn as I walk by
I know you you saw me,don't try to come up with a flithy lie
I'm 101% sure you pretended not to notice
I've got no doubts
I bet you were thinking "Who the fuck cares?"
So I just mind my own ass and
went along resisting the temptation to stare
with a heart sinking like the titanic
and all this ugly feelings
One of them;
an awful amount of regret that truly scares.
Boy with a beautiful face and a gorgeous smile
You got tired of me
I understand why you don't fucking care
I'm irrelevant and hardly visible
to almost every breathing human being
Now go on ahead
do that again
don't give a damn
Its fine, I'll try my best to stay alive.
Its scary to think that how,that one indescribable person can effect your day,your life,your heart,YOU.
I didn't realised that my file was left in the art room until yesterday night. I intended to get my English worksheet done,but then I realised it wasn't with me. So I ended up not being able to complete it and which was quite a problem for me because English one of the first few periods that I had before my break. But I was rather lucky today. Mr English didn't came in for class today,apparently he had to settle some other important stuffs,so we had 2 free periods. People can get wild and crazy during free periods.
I went solo during break time,and I got back my file. That lessened my worries. And the day just went on like how its suppose to be.
Tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day,I guess. We have P.E where we're gonna have to do a test. We're required to run a total 2.4km. Mr P.E won't test though,'cause I'm not require to,because of certain,relevant reasons. But I'm hoping I could run with my class. I don't really care much about the amount of time I'm gonna cover or which place I'd be,because it doesn't my timing won't be recorded anyway. I'm just gonna run my ass off like the rest. Regardless of whatever.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
I'm sad,'cause its Sunday :( Which obviously means its Monday..again. My routine is going all over again. I hate that afternoon Sunday feeling you know,as far as I can remember,I've never felt excited on a Sunday afternoon,unless of course its a a holiday the following day.
I'm really glad that there isn't any hard work homework to do,except for Art. We're basically just drawing plastic bottles O_O Mr Art says that we needed to build up our skill first before we move on to any of the much more difficult parts. And he's right,I do need to build up my skill,because looking at my sketches that I've done this last 2 weeks,wasn't really any good. I'm not satisfy with my work at all. Same goes for all my other subjects,its a load of rubbish. I need to catch up on my Math,Accounts and Physics before its every thing's too late. Like last year.
And I'm saying all this things about how I'm gonna get to it. But I'm not. I haven't touch my books yet. I want to sit down and revise but,its just so difficult to start and think. And worse of all the computer isn't helping at all. I just don't understand why am I too lazy to revise and why I so often delay my homework. I know it sounds lame,but I just don't understand myself sometimes. FML.
But anyway,let's put that aside.
I'm planning a new school bag. Yeah its already fourth week,but who cares? The bag that I'm bringing right now is already old. It was sorta a gift from my cousin,she didn't really use it any more,so I thought she gave it,and I merrily took it. Its sorta look like a shoulder/handbag bag. Its really good though. And its the only bag that I use that didn't got torn after like a year and a half,'cause almost every bag I use just gets torn. So Imma buy a new one,and this time I'm not asking Dad to buy it for,because Dad already paid almost all my expenses,so I'm not gonna torture him this time. An besides,he won't let me have that bag if I were to ask money from him. He knows damn well that's far too much spending for just one month. I'm gonna save money for it,and I'm gonna make sure that by the mid-February, I've already save enough. I'm almost there right now. But I'm not really sure which one I should get,I'm already considering a few,but its so hard to choose. I get really fickle-minded at times like this. Uh-oh!
On top of everything,I need to improve my handwriting. Now that I look at it,its not good,not good at all.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Pests, (flies,lizards,cockroaches whatever the fuck it may be) who are asking for trouble and wanting to steal your germ-free food away from you.
I couldn't even ate my dinner in peace! I was trying to get my food that was on the stove and I was just about to scoop it up and put the necessary bits on my plate,but then suddenly,I wasn't expecting this shit,this nasty damn lizard crawled out of nowhere at it right in there,in front of me,sticking on the wall near the stove. I saw it and screamed my ass off. The worst part was all the cooking utensils and the best food bits were on the stove. And I was like "WHY?!! WHY? Did you have to irrelevantly disrupt my dinner?!"
I hate this little disruption. I hate pests and I hate lizards. Whenever I see one I'll scream. And then I was hesitating whether or not to continue the almost-ruin dinner because who knows if it those already got into your food. I mean look at all the possibilities. But then Mom was quick enough to move the food off the counter.
Then Dad came,and don't get me wrong,I'm against animal cruelty but this disgusting things are just asking for it. So we killed it. I am so sorry,but I pray that he will live a wonderful life in lizard heaven.
OMG,I think I there's another lizard in my room! You little nasty bitch,would you get the fuck off puh-luz!?
I got into an argument about Mom last night,about school shoes. o__0 Its so stupid! And since I'm the only child,I've never experience sibling rivalry and I don't have such arguments a brother or sister. But I often get into major/small arguments with my Mom. Dad never. But Mom like almost two times a week! And its so annoying! And the thing is whenever we argue,non of us wants to give in,and it drives Dad crazy sometimes! The arguement can go on and on like for 3 friggin hours!! The worst part is,I lose ALL THE TIME! And it gets worse,she'll use the "debating" session to get a chance to ground me. Her excuse; I TALK BACK. :/
Really,really,really? Why do parents have to that? I'm already torture enough at school!
So I since in this horrible,unsatisfying situation alot of times,
I advise you to not argue with your parents just shut up when they lecture you even if they don't sound right. 'Cause if you do talk back,you'll be end being an angry,frustrated loser in the debating "game"
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Read more: http://www.hollyscoop.com/taylor-momsen/taylor-momsen-too-busy-to-think-about-haiti_22746.aspx#ixzz0dF7z5zs8
"While many celebrities have been announcing their pledge of support to the victims of the earthquake in Haiti, there’s one person who’s not interested in lending any help.
Gossip Girl’s Taylor Momsen had a shocking response when reporters asked if she was following in the footsteps of people like Wyclef Jean, Madonna, and Angelina Jolie, and lending support to the victims of the devastated country.
Taylor told Ok! magazine, “Um, right now I’m trying to just finish my record and getting through the last season of Gossip Girl for right now. So not so much thinking about that.”
She must have realized how terribly bitchy and insensitive she sounded, so Taylor quickly added, “But it’s awesome that everyone is ya know working towards a good cause.”
Wow. Sometimes celebrities should just keep their mouths shut. We wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t even realize what was going on over there. "
I like you Taylor,but why do you have to sound somewhat evil in this??!
I think she's one of the many celebrities who suck at doing interviews :/
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
I got this from Random Rawr (http://randomrawr.blogspot.com/)
Pick the month you were born:
March----------I karate chopped
May------------I jumped on
July------------I did the Macarena with
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
7-------my mobile phone
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
11-------my science teacher
14-------a stuffed animal
19------- a Smurf
20-------a baseball bat
25-------a football player
30-------a homeless guy
What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- in my car
2 --------- on your car
3 --------- in a hole
4 --------- under your bed
5 --------- riding a motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner table
9 -------- in line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that.
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow---------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself
I think I fail my 1st fucking Physics class test,and the test wasn't even that difficult to begin with. I blame my careless stupidity! I'm not really sure if I fail,but the teacher said that everyone passed EXCEPT this one person,and for some reason I have this strong feeling,that that dumbass person is ME! WTF?!
I have serious problems with numbers (Maths) ya know. :/
But,I tell myself to calm down and think that it will all be okay..
And like most quotes say;
"I tried,I failed,
I'll try again and fail better"
Monday, January 18, 2010
Seriously,you should really laugh your ass off more,and you'll feel better. & this is only post that I'll advise you to NOT calm the hell down.
I laughed so much today,I can't remember when was the last time I did. I laughed till I cry! LOL! Big fucking thanks to my friend Charlene!! It was just wild and crazy!:D
Plus,I almost forgot but thank god I didn't;
Christiejolu (http://christiejolu.blogspot.com/) posted this on her blog not long ago,and I thought I shared it with you guys. If you have the time,please click on this link and see if you can help!
I put the "follow" gadget back! LOL!!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Shit! Its Monday tomorrow. (Is it me or does weekends passes by like REALLY quick?!) I still HAVE NOT complete my homework or done any relevant revisions. FML.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Miley,Hannah. Hannah,Miley.I like the both of them & I don't friggin care what other people are saying about her. I think she is the only relevant,good singer/actress on Disney now. Not that I don't like the others,its just that I like her better. Her songs are really good and catchy and sometimes maybe meaningful & I like "Hannah Montana". WTF did they even cancel it?! & when I say I like Miley,I mean ONLY Miley,not her Dad,her sister Noah r Brandi or anybody else that is related to her in,but not in the Disney industry.
Now,I don't really understand why people hate her so,very much. I mean what dangerous,rebellious thing that she did that made almost the entire world hate her so much,calling her names and everything. I mean c'mon people,what's so dangerous thing that he did?? I'm fully aware she took those pictures of herself. But it was really obscene,in my opinion,I thought Vanessa Hudgens's was worse! And of course there are other things that she did..
But c'mon,its not like she took drugs or anything,or got pregnant,or got in very deep trouble with the law. As far as I'm concerned,most of her actions were the same as of a teenage girl's act. Except she she's got more money. She just wanna have fun like most teens.
Another thing that I don't understand is that,if lots of people hate,then why does she have like THOUSANDS of fans,2 million followers on Twitter and singles that made it all the way to the top on most of the charts??
Sometimes,I kinda pity her because I kinda know how it feels to be judged by like,the entire world. i mean how would you feel waking up everyday and getting hate messages from this people,being made fun of other musicians in the same music industry as you. I wouldn't blame her if she would one day go through depression.
And I don't know if you realised this but musicians who have been through alot things like this tend to have the best songs and their singles/albums are a hit.
E.g. Britney Spears,Justin Timberlake,Miley Cyrus,Taylor Swift & some other people...
So people just need to give her a break & see if she has got any other scandal up,in the meantime people need to stop saying shit about her,because she hasn't really done anything crazy yet!!
& no,she is not a role model,nobody in my opinion,on Disney channel is fit to be somebody's role model as a matter of fact. Just because you like that celebrity doesn't mean he/she is your "role model" I don't even consider Taylor Swift as my role model. So,don't take all this too seriously.
No,wait she can't,or else the whole world will judge her on that. :\
Thursday, January 14, 2010
My purpose of this post was because of this old ass guy on American Idol Season 9. I don't know if you've seen already,but OMG! I have to say,his audition was the best one so far,I love the song and his audition really crack me up! :D One of the best rap song;
Pants on the ground
Pants on the ground
Lookin like a fool with your pants on the ground
Gold in your mouth
Hat turned sideways, pants hit the ground
Call yourself a cool cat looking like a fool
Walking down town
With your pants on the ground
I love it,he should really get a record deal! EPIC!
Monday, January 11, 2010
So what if you love to imagine things?! It's not illegal or anything,so,
HAPPY IMAGINING!!! ;)
Oh & I never got a chance to say this before,but for ALL the people who got their exams results & ace them for whatever exams-'O' 'A' 'N' Levels,University,College & any other exams that is present on earth! (Gosh,there's so many friggin exams!) Even if you got the results like sometime ago.
I sincerely wanna wish you congratulations,yall must be feeling like one of the happiest persons on the planet,continue to feel that way 'cause this feeling comes once in awhile & you should enjoy it while it's still there & lastly,you all ought to and deserve yourselves a HAPPY MEAL!! :D I mean,like,why not?
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Thank you to Smileyfreak (http://keepsmilingsmileyfreak.blogspot.com/) fort this lovely award. I chose this one mainly because of the cupcakes. Yum! ^^
So um..I'm not gonna list "things about me" this time round. Instead,I'm gonna be doing thing where you say a word and then type in the first thing that comes to my mind,but it doesn't necessarily have to be a word,it can be many words.. Sorta like in therapy. I thought I'd do a change in this. Hope you don't mind :)
Laptop & TV
Food & Mom
Fun & Trouble
Sex & More Trouble..,heartbreaking trouble
Rants & More rants ;P
Emotional & Physical accidents
Fucking YAY!! :D
Spas. ('cause listening to them feels like I'm in one. Relaxation!)
(Wait what's that? I FORGOT!)
Twilight,Twilight,Twilight (since that's what people kept bugging me about,now its stuck in my head)
Bath & Lots of soap. (She's a hot mess with stains all over,she needs to take a bath!)
Okay,that's enough! So I'm gonna follow what SmileyFreak did.. Take the award,whoever is reading this! Seriously,I think YOU deserve it,besides,it's cupcakes,who can resist those sweet little delicious things ;)
Saturday, January 9, 2010
This isn't about Taylor Swift,its about what she's saying because if Kanye West were to say this,I'll post it anyway regardless of whatever. Whether you're 15,10,37, years old. Just watch,I just thought that what she said was true.
No I don't write songs. I only think things through.
I'll only write if something HUGE happens.
"Don't make High School everything..."
Translate(my way): Its okay to fail exams once in awhile,not do homework occasionally,getting a teacher scream at your face. & you're still cool even if you are not popular,you don't have many friends, you don't have a bf/gf or if you're heartbroken/upset because of irrelevant,low-life bitches (guys&girls).