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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

You're Loved & Tagged!

10 Things you desire
1.Snow
2.a horse,although I'm not allowed to
3.a camera,I'll get a chance to post some pictures at least.

4.sit and talk to someone about anything. its been a long time since i did.
5.know how to play a musical instrument.
6.i want to meet various authors.
7.get an A or at least a B for Math
8.attend to a ballroom dance

9.not feel awkward in crowds
10.get my house done its makeover!


9.Musicians/bands you love:

1.Taylor Swift
2.Carrie Underwood
3.Erin Mccarley

4.Lady Gaga
5.Lady Antebellum
6.Colbie Caillat

7.The Corrs
8.Holly Brook
9.Laura Jansen


8 Things you do everyday:
1.Daydream
2.People watch
3.Joke around with my cousin Alisha
4.Tumbling and Blogging
5.Feel panicky and worry for no particular reason at all.
6.wish that I were...

7.Get lonely
8.Not go to sleep when I should

7 Things you enjoy:
1.reading, libraries, ALL books
2.Waffles with honey and smoothies! YUM :)

3.Theatre,Poetry,Literature
4.Watching C.S.I Miami

5.Finding a new artist/song that none of my friends ever heard of
6. Buying notebooks,diaries,bags,and purses and accessories
7.Reading beautiful writing piece


6 Things that will always win your heart:
1.Flowers,any type!
2.Boys with soft ,great hair
3.People who are charming and nice
4.Words. always words. people that write/speak beautiful,nice words
5.Paperdolls
6.Vintage photos

5 Favourites:
1.Movie: I don’t think my favourite film has been made yet. I have dreams about it all the time.
2.Song:
I like any song that has a beautiful meaning to it
3.Book: i have many favourites,its so hard to choose. Sorry!
4.Band: I don't have one to be honest..!
5.Colour: Pink and Black.

4 Smells you enjoy:
1.sweet popcorn
2.old books
3.white roses and rain
4.coffee

3 Places you want to go:
1.Egypt to see river Nile
2.Venice
3.The Moon,Neverland,Castles...and so many other beautiful places!


2 Animals you love:
1.Horse. I've adored them evers since I was little. Maybe I'll build up a stable one day. Maybe..
2.Owls. Those mysterious creatures are beautiful.

1 Person you’d marry on the spot:
1.I'm not sure,they're many attractive,handsome men out there. Question is whether would he want me?

Thank you to:
Random Rawr (http://randomrawr.blogspot.com/)
Alice In wonderland (http://thewondersofalice.blogspot.com/)
Christiejolu (http://christiejolu.blogspot.com/)
Dandalily (http://iwantedtoprovesomething.blogspot.com/)
P.s. I am me(http://andsomyheartcrumbles.blogspot.com/)

Cara(http://caraalynn.blogspot.com/)
and to everyone who I forgot to mention and also to those who comment on my posts!

Like I promised,I'd do the tag by this week. And I'm sorry if its different from the ones you've tagged me,since I've missed out on some them,I decided to come up with a new one. I hope you don't mind! And this goes out to everyone!!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

MyNameIsNabilaHazirah

I got this idea from Tiana Lachelle and since Cara gave me an award,I thought it was perfect to post it along with this award. Thank You to these two lovely ladies!

Award by Cara-caraalynn.blogspot.com

(I just love the teddy bear)
The rules are basicly;
*give this award to 10 sweet and friendly bloggers,
*make a post about the award including the picture and mention the person who gave it to you,
*put the award on your blog,
and
*let your nominated 10 know you've awarded them by leaving a comment!


The 10 nominess are;
Tiana-tianalachelle.blogspot.com
Chlo-sleepy-tigers.blogspot.com
Athena-lets-flyaway-now.blogspot.com
Just a little bit of French-justalittlebitfrench.blogspot.com
iLove-letters2anex.blogspot.com
Gina-motherof1princessand2princes.blogspot.com
Battleinmind-battleinmind.blogspot.com
Kakes-lightsofamman.blogspot.com
Sabine Cara-brokenintimacy.blogspot.com
Levianna-levianacoccia.blogspot.com

:D

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The post that I wanted to post like Tiana's-tianalachelle.blospot.com was an "About Me" post. Since I've never really told you some stuff about myself,so here's my chance to do so.

My name is: Nabilah Hazirah
Fave colour: Pink! I like pink ever since I was little. I kinda blame Barbie for this.
Muisc I love listening to: Country,Acoustic,Pop
Things I like: Muisc,Books,Tv,Internet,Unicorns,Cats,Flowers,Vintage stuff,Rainy Nights,Dreaming,Writing,Classic Stories,Rolloer Coasters,Quotes,Cotton Candy,Ice-cream,Chocolate,Mangoes,Strawberries,Travelling,Nice People.
Things I hate: Mean People.

Random Facts:
-I wear glasses.
-I rarely wear T-shirts when I go out. i wear blouses or sundresses instead.
-I really wish my school was like Hogwarts and the teachers would trun into cats and warewolves.
-I like the feeling of passing a test.
-I wish I started this blog years ago.
-I want to be skinny and lovely.
-I like making sad people happy again.
-I suck at hairstyling. That's why I I always stick to ponytails.
-I may write some depressing stuff and it may seem that I'm emotionally unstable,but there's one thing I will NEVER do. Cut myself. And its simply because I'm afraid to do so.

Lastly,I remember reading a comment,I think its from knk. Said that I've met some bad situations. Its true,I have,plenty of 'em. And even though,I've regretted and feel sorry for myself all the time,I leran many so much form it. It taught me many things about human nature and that's how I got about observing people.

Bad situations were:
-I got hospitalized early last year. It was beacause I had fever,and the doctors found out that there was bacteria in my blood. I know,eeww! But thank god,they're gone now! :)
During that period of time,my friends didn't bother about me.
-I've experienced the "i like him,but he likes her" situation.
-I got into a fight with one of my juniors last year.
-The feelings of being the irrelevant one in a group
-Having a shitty friend,whcih lead me into even more bad situations.
And some other stuff.

I can't find the right words to describe how I felt during this times. The feeling was so terrible,I had talked to no one because nobody gives a damn to what I had to say. I was laughing almost every single day during those times and I look as if I was okay. But the truth was I wasn't.
I was sad everyday. It was the the sadness I haven't felt since childhood. The kind of sadness you feel at the end of summer. When summer love comes to a halt,the fireflies are gone,the ponds have dried up and the plants are wilted,weary from being so green.

But I'm slightly better now,better than before.

So that was my "About Me". Now you know me a little better. Happy May Day everyone.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Another Award!


I was tag by AliceInWonderland! Thank you! I love the award,looks so cute ^^Now,I have to answer the questions that are attached to it..

1.If you were a Disney cartoon character, who would you be?
Evil Witch from Snow White OR Donald Duck. Haha,I know,so random.
2.Sweet or Savoury?
Sweet.
3.If you could spend an evening with anyone, fact/fiction, living or dead, who would you choose?
You,anyone who's reading this :)
4.Plane, Train or Automobile?
Plane.
5.Picnic or Cinema?
Picnic. Cinemas are expensive :/
6.Cat or Dog?
Cat.
7.Book or D.V.D?
Book!
8.Long hair or short hair?
I don't know,I like long hair,but short hair is so much easier to handle.
9.Favourite T.V. Show?
C.S.I Miami!
First Band or Artist that you followed?
Avril Lavigne.

Similar to the tag that Just a little bit of French tagged me,I have to come up with my own set of questions.

1.What's the biggest misconception about you?
2. Black or Blue?
3. The Simpsons or Spongebob?
4. Your dream?
5. What's the movie you last cried to?
6. Descibe your day in one word.
7. Which place would you like to visit?
8. Which Mr Men/Little Miss best descibe you?

I pass this on to:
Cara
S and Q
Its simple love

Saturday, April 17, 2010

"Hi.Um. I know I'm random,but I gave you an award. Because I think you're awesome like that."


Thanks to Misery who gave me this prestigious award,Yay!:D

Here are the procedures;

1. Get really excited that you got the coolest award EVER! (Done that ^^)
2. Choose ONE of the following options of accepting the OMB award:
(a) Get really drunk and blog for 15 minutes straight, or for as long as you can focus.
(b) Write about your most embarrassing moment.
(c) Write a "Soundtrack of your childhood" post.
(d) Make your next blog a 'vlog'/video blog. Basically, you're talking to the camera about whatever.
(e) Take a picture of yourself first thing in the morning, before you do anything else (hair, make up, etc)
and post it.
3. Pass the award on to at least three, but preferably more, awesome bloggers as yourself. Don't forget to
tell them.

The "Sountrack of my Childhood"

1. Avril Lavigne "Don't Tell Me"
This is actually the first song that I ever heard on MTV. Avril Lavigne was the one who got me into music.I wanted to be like her so much back then. Heh.
2. The Corrs "Summer Sunshine" I used to love this song so much,and them of course.I think the reason I love them so much was because of the slow,jazzy and heartfelt related lyrics that they sang and it was also because I wasn't too familiar with country music back then.
3. Busted "Who's David" They were the first boy band that I actually enjoyed listening to
4. Black Eyed Peas "Don't Lie" Ha,this song was just too catchy not to be listed
5. Vanessa Carlton "White Houses" When I saw her playing the piano in the music video,I asked my Mom whether I could attend piano lessons but she didn't really support the idea. Which means,I'm still blur with the piano keys.

I think that's about it,I know there only a few but when I was little,well not so,about 10-12 years old,those where the only songs that I listened to. I wasn't really exposed to the whole music thing.

I pass this award to;
Petty Writer
Just a little bit of French
Kakes
Francesca
Michelle
Emm.
Random Rawr
Seli
Tywo
Abby
Brooklyn
Disaster Girl
Petal
Helen
Christejolu
Jen
Kimberly Franklin
Frangipani Princess
SmileyFreak
and to all the other people who ever commented and follow me.

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let's try our best to burn this filth.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Same Height as my Fridge


This an example of how we were doing in school this week. Looks really fun right? -_-

I had a Math test today and the question were on Algebra. I couldn't even solve the first question!

Bottom line;I am gonna fail.

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Kylie from (justalittlebitoffrench.blogspot.com) had tagged me! Yay!!
Its been quite sometime I've done these sorta questions,so here goes;

What do you want right this minute?

-Get a haircut!
Are you taller than your fridge?

-Not really,same height I think.
Ever pranked called someone? What was the outcome?

-Kind of. Backfired! :\
Best gift you've ever been given?

-I can't remember, Probably those DIY necklaces.
Favourite TV character?

-Spongebob
Favourite quote?

- I have many faves.
Are your pajama pants as cool as mine? (mine have owls, bet that's hard to beat :P)

-Mine has skulls on them. So I guess that's a fair competition ;D
Last time you cried?

-2 months ago
Are you a sore loser?

-Uh..I don't really think so...
Facebook or Twitter?

-TWITTER!!!

Now I have to come up with a new set of questions and tag some other bloggers. If I tag you,you'll just need to answer mine and then make up your own questions.

-> What's the colour of the shirt you're wearing right now?
-> Fave brand?
-> Which celebrity would you want to be BFF with?
-> How would you react if one day you wake up and receive a letter from "The Minstry of Magic" informing that they want you in Hogwarts?
-> Fave dessert?
-> Which reality TV show would you want to be in?
-> Ice-cream or chocolates?
-> Have you ever want/wish to slide down a rainbow?
-> If you could travel back time,which time will you visit? (Ancient Greek,Middle Ages etc.)
-> Are you happy with life now?

I tag:
Tywo (http://pinkpurplefairy.blogspot.com/)
Helen (http://withinhersmile.blogspot.com/)
Misery (http://illagain.blogspot.com/)
Christejolu (http://christiejolu.blogspot.com/)
Leviana (http://levianacoccia.blogspot.com/)
If anyone else wants to do this,you are most welcome too!

Monday, March 29, 2010

Survey: "Mainstreams"

Thank you to Leviana from LOVE & COFFEE SHOP for letting me part for her assignment! She mailed me this survey and I just felt like posting it here.

*I wasn't to familiar with some of the question I apologise if I ran out of point!

PURPOSE: To identify how girls are dealing with/have dealt with the struggles of youth differently than what the mainstream media has deemed as “normal.”

PART A: Q & A

1. Which period of your life (identify it by age) was the most difficult? What factors played into this difficulty?
-13 years old.

2. During this time period, what were the dominant media that you viewed/read/embraced? (Magazines, television, newspapers, radio, billboards, advertisements, etc).
-Magazines & Television.

3. Have you ever felt like you were not able to express how you were feeling because the “mainstream” (more dominant perspectives and modes of communication) deemed what you felt was/were important, meaningless? (For example, were there photographs of thin and/or curvy women on the front page of a mainstream magazine that you felt dictated who you had to be?)
-Yes. During a certain point of time.

4. Did you find a way to express how you were feeling? If so, how did you find your voice?
-Yes,through writing.

5. Which event/incident during this period of your life really affected you as a girl (menarche [the first time you got your period], sexual/physical abuse, an eating disorder, family problems, insecurities, feelings of being neglected, difficult financial situation, not being noticed by a certain person, different sexual orientation, bullying, different values/opinions/beliefs, teen pregnancy, etc)? Why do you think you this incident was/these incidents were so harsh?
-There were lots of incidents,but insecurities & neglect were the ones that really affected me deeply.

6.In this same time period, were there any social problem(s), conflict(s), or anxiety/ies that you did not agree with? If so, what were they?
-Yes,I wouldn't specifically say what were they but most of them has to do with friends & feeling the need to meet people expectations.

7.How did you resist these social problems/conflicts/anxieties? (Did you take part in any anti-social movements, like an all-girl organization, blog, zine, etc., to apply your resistance? Why did you feel the need to resist to such a problem?)
-I decided to set up a blog. I wanted to distract myself from these problems because I didn't want any of these problems to take control of me or go overboard. And I found out that owning a blog was one of the where I could easily honestly express myself.

8. Did you know any other girls in your situation/experiencing similar threats? How were they like you? How were they unlike you? (Race, beliefs, style of dress, social class, etc).
-No,not many.I wasn't really close with anyone,so they didn't talk out their problems with me that much.

9.What does the word “mainstream” mean to you? How does/did the identity of the “mainstream society” affect you?
-To me,"mainstream" is like a large group where people feel that they have this need to follow and do the same thing as one another(especially friends),because maybe,I guess, by not following the same thing they felt left out and worried people would think of them differently. And I kinda understand that certain people don't want to be left out or don't want to be look at so awkwardly different from everybody else.


I guess it affected me emotionally. Its a tough decision to make,because at times I had to decide on whether you should follow this and that just so you could please and sort of impress everyone or whether I could just go ahead and be my own self and express myself in certain ways that I felt comfortable with. So in the end,I tried to balance out everything. I decided to express myself in my own way but at the same time I tried to keep up with what the mainstream society were doing or wearing. If I felt that a certain activity or trend the mainstream did was good or beneficial to me I'd follow,but if not. Then no.

10.How do you reflect your difference(s) from the “mainstream” into your daily life? (Do you behave differently than the “mainstream” would expect? Do you wear different clothing than the current styles deem “normal?” Do you take part in any group activities promoting identity, equality, and other things that the “mainstream” counters?)
-I don't take part in any activities,but sometimes I do wear different clothing rather than the current trends.

11.How would you describe the means of communication you use most to express your identity to the “broader mainstream public?” What do you do differently in your means of communication that separates you from the “mainstream” methods of communication?

-Writing,I guess.

12.Have you ever been asked by a “mainstream” representative (someone that perhaps has grown up with hegemonic values) to stop expressing your “different” self? If so, how did this representative present their stance? How did you react? If not, how do you think this representative would present their stance? How would you react?
-No never been asked before. But if I ever were to be lecture/stop by this representative about how I should stop being my "different" self and all,I'd probably won't keep my mouth shut and won't react much and just continue with my "different" self. And this is because,
1)I don't really find a reason why that we all have to follow a particular style,particular movement etc. I can't bring myself to agree that we should all follow what the "mainstream" is portraying. I think that we all have different beliefs,different dreams,motto etc. and because of this we each have different ways to express ourselves.
2)I parents has always taught me to be independent and not follow what other people are doing. I mean,to just do your own thing as long as its worth it and its right for me.


13.Have you ever seen your styles of communication and dress, your beliefs, and your values being sold into the “mainstream” world so others can get a hold of your own identity? (Do you dress/talk a certain way to express how you resist hegemonic values and find that more and more people are obtaining your style and taste? Why have they acquired your taste?)
-I'm not sure,I hadn't realise any of that. Maybe..

14.Have you ever been discriminated against in a public setting (work/social setting)? If so, what happened? Why do you think it happened?
-No


15.Have you ever been discriminated against in a private setting (family/friendly setting)? If so, what happened? Why do you think it happened?
-No.

PART B: BOLD THE BEST ANSWER

I. Do you have a blog? YES/NO

II. In which year period were you born? 1980-1985, 1985-1990, 1990-1995

III. Were you born in Canada? YES/NO (If you were not born in Canada, where were you born? _________________________________Singapore__________)

IV.Where are you on the political spectrum? RIGHT/CENTRE-RIGHT/CENTRE/CENTRE-LEFT/LEFT

V.How many hours a day do you spend on the Internet? 0-2, 2-4, 4-6, 6-8, 8+

VI.How many hours a day do you spend watching TV? 0-2, 2-4 4-6, 6-8, 8

PART C:

________ REPLACE THE LINE BEFORE THIS SENTENCE WITH AN “X” IF YOU ARE WILLING TO BE FURTHER CONSULTED IF MORE RESEARCH ON THIS TOPIC IS NEEDED.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Awarding & Tagging


Random Rawr (randomrawr.blogspot.com) & Seli (wotiheart.blogspot.com) gave a blog award,a few days ago,and Abby tagged me. Thank you darlings <3>


1. Music,I'm so typical :\
2. Bookstores. There's this local bookstore,in Singapore,and I love going to the far end,because that's where the good books are,and its so peaceful. I just love it.
3. Ice-cream.
4. Surprises,good surprises of course.
5. Getting the THINGS that I want.
6. Laughing out loud.
7. Meeting new people and just talking with them.
8. Movies.
9. Blogging
10. Magazines.

Basically,the things that makes me happy are the things that occupies most of time when I'm feeling down .


This is Abby's (thesoapqueen.blogspot.com) tag,
The task: Fill in 12 likes, 1 love, and 8 hates like Cassie in her therapy video. Below, the bolded things are what you MUST include. Link it back to me and pass it on to 3 other bloggers you admire!


Abracadabra, I wish I was Sabrina the teenage witch.
I like having fun,and I don't care if people think I'm a retard.
I like Spongebob,he's my idol
I like being spoilt.

I like guys who are sincere and who actually makes an effort to befriend me.
I like hugs.
I like tear-jerking,romance movies.

I like Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana.
I like taking photo shots of nature.
I like karma.

I like fizzy drinks,its so gooddd.
I like soap operas
I like being sarcastic
I like my name
I love nice people
Today I acted like a bitch,I'm sorry...
In some ways, I love everything.
It's less, it's less of a thing to like it's less distinct, it's less particular.
I like things that I like, but I love everything.
There's more choice in like
Cause even the worst things have things you love in them.
I don't know what you mean about things I hate.
I hate
mirrors.

I hate rude and ignorance people
I hate crying because of a heartbreak
I hate school.

I hate rainy mornings
I hate cliques
I hate sleeping early
I hate myself,sometimes.


Now,I really don't know who to tag. You know what? If you happen to be commenting or if I left a comment on your blog,then by all means,take it. Whoever you are,you I honestly think you deserve it.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I Jumped On a Fireman Riding a Motorcycle because I Think I Need Some Serious Help

Repost this on your blog with the sentence you end up with as the title, and make sure you comment with the sentence as well.

I got this from Random Rawr (http://randomrawr.blogspot.com/)

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March----------I karate chopped
April------------I licked
May------------I jumped on
June-----------I smelled
July------------I did the Macarena with
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbour
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------- a Smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an iPod
29-------a surfer
30-------a homeless guy
31-------a llama

What is the last number of the year you were born:
1--------- in my car
2 --------- on your car
3 --------- in a hole
4 --------- under your bed
5 --------- riding a motorcycle
6 --------- sliding down a hill
7 --------- in an elevator
8---------- at the dinner table
9 -------- in line at the bank
0 -------- in your bathroom

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that.
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm NOT crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow---------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can.
Other----------because I'm a ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself