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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

I Close My Eyes,Waiting for The Ground to Suck Me In

I'm trapped in a dark,cold place.
A place with no one.
A place where I'm all alone.
I cannot escape.
No exit,no possible way out.
I can't cry out because I have no breath.
The silence is so deep,so cruel, I want to die.
My mind is blank,I can't think straight.
I shiver. I feel dizzy. I feel an awfully disturbing pain.
I feel so small yet bursting out with all these emotions.
The darkness and silence go on forever.
I can't make them stop. I don't know how to.
This is not a dream.


  1. This post made me recall all my nightmares about being burried alive. I suppose it's my biggest fear, I mean it was when I was a kid and didn't know what a cremation is :)

    You write beautifully, really.

  2. You just wrote my last few days. Been feelings the same as this...don't worry, you're not alone


  3. Wow. I hope you can get out of that horrible place.

  4. Hey, be happy. You'll regret wasting any second of time on negative thoughts when you get older.

    Life's so short and death can take us unexpectedly any minute! Live today like it's your last... and also, like it's your first, because the world is so damn beautiful.

  5. Really, you are not alone. Hang in there girl.

  6. Dearest, I can definitely relate to what you're feeling. I've been in a real dark place, and have only just gotten out of it. The pain, the ache in your heart... the emptiness, the void, the silence... it can drive anyone mad. But do not lose hope, lovely, because there is always hope in God. He's the one who brought me out of the darkness and made everything easier to bear. It doesn't make life's problems go away, but I'm comforted knowing that God is with me every step of the way and taking care of me. He loves me, and He loves you, too. I truly pray and hope that you will feel better soon. THINGS WILL GET BETTER! And you will be more than happy again, I assure you. You are not alone! <3

  7. dark place sometime makes u aware that you are still alive (: but well, I feel scared if I gotta stand there haha

  8. I hope you get out of that dark place soon. Sounds awful, you don't deserve it.
    Lots of love Jen xx

  9. Awwww darling, I hope you get to a better place.


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