My mind,body and soul is empty. But even though this empty,it still manages to ache. The aching is so cruel because its blinding the beauty of life.
Now,I am standing in the shadows,watching,looking at everything and everyone that comes to my sight. Its a wonder how they all seem so bloody happy,like nothing ever seem to go wrong in their lives. Maybe they're just much better at playing pretending than me.
Like a lost child desperately trying to find her mother,to find her way back home,I am frantically trying to find this voice,this love.
I can't hear it. Is it too soft? Is the background noise too loud? Or is he just saying it to someone else?
Whatever it may be,I still can't make it out. As he walks pass,my eyes glued to him,my entire body froze and then those memories comes back,they're blur but beautiful at the same time.
P.S. The only reason why I've never told this guy about how I feel towards him is because everything is far too complicated and dangerous.